Eerie Silence

Eerie Silence is Now On Tumblr

2011-06-06T16:21:00.000-04:00

Hey guys. I've totally lost care for this blog ever since my interests for photography grew. Though what I really think I am tired of is Blogger. So if you are on Tumblr blogging follow me here ->'EERIE SILENCE' where I will start to blog more for sure. Well... until I run out of things to blog about. My life isn't that interesting I am mostly home so I don't blog as much as some of you guys. Anyway, I hope to see you guys there!

And don't forget to check as stated in previous post a personal blog about me and my boyfriend in where we both post things and post with photos about certain days. We have upcoming events that you might be interested in. Both pages created by me with tons of info in several pages. Make sure to check both. You can go there by clicking on each photo.

Your Hand in Mine

2011-03-15T01:43:00.000-04:00

I made a page for me and my boyfriend's relationship. I know that a lot of people get tired of seeing other's happiness with their loved one, or how much whoever mentions their girlfriend or boyfriend but my intentions by making this page is to just remember what we did on certain days and to not overfill my other pages by randomly adding what I did with my boyfriend on a certain day. I am not actually looking for followers but I am more active on that page that on here so whether if you wish to follow or not, the choice is yours.

To see the page simply click Your Hand in Mine. Also I have mentioned this but I have a photography page also. You can see it by clicking here Eye Through a Lens.

On a side note: I am not open for link exchanges any more. Sorry!

Better Later Than Never

2011-03-01T00:54:00.002-05:00

Warning; Very long post but this is my blog and this is a super special post so I do not care much. Love you guys ;) I am not looking for people to comment here. I just want an awesome friend to feel how she should, special. This is the least I can do for her so I hope you like this entry, Janine ;) DO NOT STEAL PHOTOS. This would be my first time uploading with no watermark so please do not abuse.

First I should give a short info about me and Janine's friendship. Basically, I met her online. I was interesting in starting a 365 project so I Google the word, 365Project. A page came up and I clicked on it. I remember going straight to the search and the first photo I saw caught my eye. Never thought I would spend so much time browsing through some stranger's photos. I spent nearly an hour reading the captions, looking up songs and just studying the photos. Most of her work was self portraits. I have never been so inspired in my life. I remember telling myself "I will definitely follow this girl if I ever get an account here". Eventually I did, then I couldn't found her account again. I spent so much time looking though my history. Until I found her! I followed her but never told her a thing about how much her work inspired me. I just didn't want to be a creep (like I was sorta being anyway) Later on I had to let her know because I am such an honest person. (proof) You will only see it if you have an account I believe. From then on we just kept on commenting each others photos and found a friendship that slowly started to blossom. I am so glad it happen. Gotta keep in mind, I live in the United States and Janine is from Germany.

Now the reason for this post, she sent me a special package I wasn't completely aware of. All I really was expecting was prints and candy she had said she would send for my boyfriend. When my mom called me and I saw her name on the box I literally smiled so dumb and big and jumped! Now you will see how the creative side of Janine doesn't stop at photography, its just way beyond that...

These first shots are photos of the box. I thought it was so cute and different. I've never received such thing.

This would be the box open. I kinda looked through (with my mouth wide open the whole time) but didn't really see.

I wish I was being recorded as I was opening the package. When I saw the Kinder Bueno chocolate bars I screamed. My heart started beating sooo fast. I don't find these in the United States. I used to eat them all the time from where I am from. THANK YOU!!!!! Next to it there's a flower and butterflies for decoration.

These were next. I've seen that chocolate brand around so much and I am so thankful I get to taste it. I am glad everything came in good conditions! One for me and one for my boyfriend. Very thoughtful.

Next thing the amazing HK wrapping paper! OMG OMG! But what's inside?

A mixtape I can't say much about it because I haven't listen to it yet. But did you see how creative she was with the case? Amazing! I was shocked. & in the next HK gift I got...

THIS AWESOME CAMERA BAG!! I love anything with a camera on it! Oh wait there's something inside...

Creativity doesn't stop ever with this girl. What's inside that?...

Yesss Hello Kitty and a camera!!! I love it!

These are I believe little cards you attach to present. How adorable.

I got a bunch of stickers and a perfume sample. It smells just like rose petals. Very light and good.

A Christmas postcard because this was my Christmas presents. I didn't even know though!

An awesome print of her photography which I totally understand the meaning to and cute postcards

:}}}}

This little bag.

I LOVE that key!

That's not a penny from the USA guys. Read.

My first ever paper crane :( I'm going to cry! This is a baby one. <3

Next in the magic box I found this oh so useful notebook. i gotta think what will I use it for! It's so soft.

I was just going to check the pages and such and then I found myself inside...

See here still shocked. As I was opening my mouth was not just opened but I am also drooling. In addition to my fast beating heart.

Yay! Couldn't wait to read this!

.* Magic stars *.

I know you guys want to read it...

This girl says here that she's sorry for this arriving late and a few other things I strongly disagree. She says she's boring and so on. In my head I was like girl what are you saying?? This is the most wonderful thing ever!!

There were magic stars all over the box because this gift was special and magical.

Last thing I didn't took a photo of was the prints. But that would be it.

Janine, this post is specially for you. I am so thankful for this. I can't began to explain how unbelievable half of these things were to my eyes. Truth is you could of just sent the littlest thing for me from here and I would've been the happiest person ever. Believe me. I mean just with the Kinder Bueno chocolate I was jumping like a maniac and the key. Aside from the present, I am so thankful to have met someone like you. I like the fact that I had saw your project for the first time over a year now. Can you believe it? I like the way you are. We have things in common but at the same time you are your own person with your way of being. I love seeing you around in Flickr. I had just recently looked through your old work and I was still amazed, I swear. Can you believe that your gift made me happier than anything William has ever gave me? I even told him. It's not that I don't care about him I'm guessing its just because he's constantly gifting me things. I mean you've seen how often in Flickr I write "my boyfriend bought this for me" Well yeah. Anyway, I love the letter, I would of love it more if you didn't feel so down about yourself. You are amazing, you are just so wonderful and have always been there for me. You always replied to everything I ever asked and never ignored me. I am so thankful. very thankful. So is William. He kept talking about you and making plans. He's very kind too. I feel like I owe you. It'll take time but I'll find a magical way to repay you back. Thank you so much, again, and continue on being so kind. I adore you! Oh and believe me it was worth the wait so don't feel bad for "taking long" I never gave you a date limit or anything. You send whenever the heck you feel like ;)

Doodle Love

2011-02-20T23:40:00.001-05:00

This would be my first real work. Embarrassing I know! I am just getting to know my love. I am super happy with it. I downloaded all the free programs that came with it and used almost all for this image. It was a final decision between the tablet or an iPad. I think I made a good decision. I will get the iPad later on when it upgrades. I saved about 100 by choosing the tablet. Still I might get an iPad some time anyway.

Oh yeah that’s supposed to be me.. How bad I know. I drew a laptop but that’s not what I have. I have an XPS 420. That red juice would be Hawaiian Punch :P & tablet which is wireless.

I've had a lot of fun with it. Can't wait to see my work in a few from now (*_*)

5 Things Friday via Tumblr

2011-02-06T20:38:00.003-05:00

Some Fridays I like to write 5 things about a week that I like the most. I do this from Tumblr. Since I haven't updated this blog for a while I thought it'll be a good idea to just copy and paste it here. To see my Tumblr click here.

1) I watched Pinocchio on DVD. One of my favorite childhood movies, ever! Mom bought it about a week ago for me. I was laughing so much because there are some things me and siblings always used to make fun of and I while watching the movie I remembered. One thing about it is I had to watch it in Spanish because that's how I used to watch it when I was younger. I know every word from it I cracked myself up.

2) I finally ordered a graphic tablet. I've been wanting and talking about it for a few months now. It was pricey but after all I am sure it's worth its price. I didn't rushed into getting one just to have it. First, I looked up cons and pros about many different graphics tablets. In the end it was a decision between two and the one I chose its definitely a winner. Will make an entry once I get it. I also bought a case/bag thing for it. Its the same brand name so it couldn't be more perfect.

3) Boyfriend pre-ordered a 3DS for me. I need to point out he really spoils me a lot. I am not bragging about it but it's true. I will be getting aqua blue. I really wanted it purple but we agreed on getting it when it comes out and then selling the blue one. Weird I know, why not wait? Because he says its a good feeling to get it since day one. It looks like I've been crossing some things off my wishlist.

4) Again ordering clothes online. This time I had some spare money so I bough my boyfriend a shirt and a cardigan as a valentines early present. He also bought me clothes last week. I am still waiting for it to get here! When I ordered his clothes I also got myself a dress and a light cardigan. I was so happy with the purchase. It makes me feel good to give.

5) Billy and I went to the mall. We had a great time. We laughed so much like always. We were going up there to have clean my promise ring but he forgot the papers. At the end of the day we talked about me and the way I act. I am glad he understands me and loves me exactly how I am. He is the most amazing boy there is in my life. I am extremely thankful to have him. We were put in each others life for a purpose. I've been seeing why.

New Blog & Project 365

2011-01-03T15:04:00.004-05:00

I've realized I haven't been into blogging as much anymore. Today I've found a way of blogging easier and fast. I created a second Tumblr under the same email I had the first Tumblr I created. Basically I will blog there every once in a while short or long things. I want to use my camera more often so maybe that could be a good way.

I don't know how often will I blog over here but I am not deleting it. I thought I'll let you know so in case you bumped into it don't think its some sorta fake. You can see my second Tumblr; Eye Through A Lens . The first Tumblr, Eerie Flashes, consists of regular reblogs. All pretty photos. I hope you all are doing great. I apologize for being missing. I am never looking for comments so whenever you feel like YOU want to comment then you do so.

In other news I've started a new project 365. This time I don't want to fail. I will try to commit to it. It will be done in December 31, 2011. You can check that out on my Flickr account. I will also upload those shots into that new Tumblr I've created.

May God bless you all!

DSi XL Super Mario 25th Anniversary

2010-12-29T14:41:00.001-05:00

Just like I mentioned in last post I will make a short unboxing video of my Christmas gift, limited edition DSi XL. I have two versions of this video but since my account on Vimeo its not premium, the longer version exceeds my limits so I re-edited shorter. Here you go guys:

I really love this DS. Just because its bigger than any other DS doesn't mean it's annoying, in fact it's so much better. I find weird how nowadays bigger its better. I mean I really want an iPad! Remember when everything was more convenient smaller? Any-who, here are a list of pros and cons.

Pros:

Really nice glassy looking shinny red, matte nice plasticky feeling black
The Mario icons next to the camera looks really cute
Not heavy, a lot more solid, better built product
Awesome apps, like Flipnote and Photo apps
Bigger screen compared to other DS systems
Can expand memory with a SD card
Easy access buttons
Minimum ports

Cons:

Finger print magnet
When you shake it upper screen mover a bit too much
No advance game compatible

As you see, I don't have many cons so far.

In all, the camera quality in my opinion it's very good. The very first day I tried it in normal light condition and I didn't see any grain. This DS is awesome because it's limited edition and it has a special design, in all it's special no matter what. Screen settings gets super bright. You get a very clear picture. If you have any questions feel free to ask.

Christmas Update

2010-12-26T22:24:00.009-05:00

Hello guys. Yes big shocker I know. I decided to come in and blog every once in a while. If i don't get comments oh well. I've been away and I gotten used to it. I really wish I had a new layout. That's the reason why I have been so missing. Seeing the same style kinda bores me.

My family always makes a Christmas Eve party instead that on Christmas day. We do this because we always make the Secret Santa thing so when 12am hits we start giving gifts away. This year I must say I really enjoyed Christmas so much. It's one of the best Christmas my brain can recall.

This year I invited my friend, Zenaida. Forgive me I did not take a photo with her. Didn't want to take the camera to the party, which is was next door to my house, my aunts house. I also had my boyfriend there. This makes our 3rd Christmas together.

What did I get... Well I took some photos of certain things. First these are the gifts from my boyfriend...

From left to right: See the Piplup and Pikachu? Well I thought those were clocks but these are bubble-heads. When the light hits this one sensor in front of them their heads move. Behind that you see a Mario box. That's a Donkey Kong. Not that I wanted it but he got me it because I got everyone else from that set but Donkey Kong so now I have a full set. Next to Donkey Kong there's a Wii game. I adore Sonic games so he bought 'Sonic Colors'. Next to Sonic is a big Ponyo pack. This is a gift box, it includes Ponyo movie DVD and a plush. Have you seen Ponyo? You should. On front of Ponyo there's this little book looking thing. That's a portfolio filled with my favorite Pokemon in cards. I thought that was so thoughtful. Last thing is the limited edition Super Mario Bros. 25th Anniversary DSi XL it came with a free game and a beautiful red case. I already got Mario Kart for the DS but we are keeping this one because now when me and my boyfriend start a game connection with eachother's DS neither of us has to be Shyguy only.

Next gift, by my friend Zenaida who I invited to the party...

All candy you guys! The gift bag was sooo heavy I was wondering what it could be. When I saw all the candy I was about to die. This is so incredible. I am supposed to share with my boyfriend... But that's fine. I got two m&m's bags, the red one is not a Christmas bag, its simply Peanut Butter m&m's. One of my boyfriend's favorite candy after Nerds.

With all that and a few other more things like Pj's, soft Hello Kitty booties, shorts and a few other things complete my Christmas gifts.

I gave my mom a photo of me and her from last New Year's Eve. Its me and her together. You could see it by going through my Christmas posts. I put it in a frame and added a little bow and handed to her. She kept talking about it all night. It's the little things that makes us really happy. She put it on her night drawer.

What did I gave my boyfriend? Well I had bought this little 2 inch Charizard online but something went wrong and I couldn't give him it. I bought a keypad for the Wii and PS3 so its easier now to write things. I also bought a Wii game. Epic Mickey to be precise. So far he likes it so that's good. That would have been all. The thing is I had spare money so I bought this men ring. I was supposed to give it to him on our 3rd anniversary in March.

Custom made ring. Its engraved in the inside and it says "I Cross My Heart 03/13/08" What I am saying here is I promised my boyfriend on Christmas. As some of you should know he promised me more than a year ago. Now we are even. I felt the urge to give him his ring before March because he gave me really crazy gifts and because I wasn't sure of his ring size. I'm just so glad it fit his hairy fingers. Now I gotta thing of a new March gift, ugh!

That was all on Christmas Eve and Christmas day. Boyfriend had to stay over my house, sleeping in the couch because the party was over around 3am. This was the first time him staying over so it made my Christmas day even better. We spend Christmas day together, playing video games, talking, eating and just being us.

Next party will be New Year's. This one will be at my house. Luckily there's no presents for this.

I'm in the making of editing a video of me opening my DSi XL out of its package. Will post here if everything turns out good. I hope so. I hope you all had a great Christmas day and I hope all your presents were great. Please comment if you please only and have a great one.

Edit: To read a shorter and more descriptive entry of this click here. That's my boyfriend's blog so those are his words and you can see how he feels about his gifts and more. Thank you. Feel free to follow him too and leave comments.

What's New?

2010-12-08T20:07:00.006-05:00

This is a list of things I've done, I'm doing and I need to do. Updates and little facts about my life just to keep you guys informed since I've been gone for so long.

Boyfriend bought two packs of White Fudge Covered Oreos for me <3
Boyfriend and I got ourselves the PlaySation move
I got a pink remote for the PS3 <333
Bought part of my Christmas and New Years Eve outfit
Only need two jeans to complete Christmas & New Years Eve outfit
Need to hurry and buy Boyfriend's gift (>.<)
Need to start Thankfulness entries in notebook
Friend's necklace has been finally shipped and it's my present to her
Still need a new style template for this blog!
My pet Neeko is so cute and Eyepet is such a neat game (for those who asked)
Been into Animal Crossing Wild World which is for DS
Bought a new coat for myself and a cute knitted purple cardigan
I got more than enough art supplies thanks to Boyfriend
I bought two little black bags and two rings :) Those including a double finger wings ring!
I love William more than yesterday
Survived Tumblr's blackout. After all I am not that addicted anyway.
Will go out this Sat to the mall to watch "I Love Phillip Morris" and shop with Boyfriend
It's been such a cold weather!! Bbrrrrrr
Days are going by so fast
Thank you for the tags and sorry I've been gone
Since I don't update much this blog like most people do maybe you should follow me on Twitter where I post more about my days at all times.
Tomorrow Dec 9, 2010 will be my blog's 1st anniversary :'( How cute!
I swear I am not bragging about my life. I have enough (sh)it I deal with

EyePet Bundle

2010-11-08T04:33:00.003-05:00

That's right I got the EyePet Bundle! William (my boyfriend also known as Billy, Billyoh and Boyfrand) got it for me on Saturday. Well it's actually ours I would say. But more mines than his. Anyway I am so happy that I finally got the bundle. Now I don't have to worry about them running out. I kinda rushed into it because as I said in my last Eyepet entry, these were limited edition bundles from Toys "R" Us. With black Friday around the corner is a must have.

Something I forgot to mention is that you can play this game in a 3D plasma and it'll look 3D. Isn't that awesome? Yes yes. I can't play it yet because we don't even have the PS3 yet. Once we get it I'll try to get some video time of me playing. You guys will see me probably acting funny. I am so happy. I'll name him Neeko since none of you helped me chose another name :(... Anyway, God bless you all!

Lydia's Wish List

2010-11-04T02:43:00.005-04:00

These are things that I want to have really soon. These aren't very expensive things but I really need them.

~~Sharpie Markers~~
~~Drawing Notebook (Medium size preferably)~~
~~Regular Pencils~~
~~Sticky Notes (Different shapes would be awesome)~~
~~36 Crayola Color Pencils~~
~~Sharpener~~
~~EyePet Bundle~~

On a unrelated note, I am currently eating this cookie my Billyoh brought me yesterday. He works at a bakery and whenever he gets a chance or he tastes something good he brings his love some goodies.

This is what it looks like out of the little clear package. This is a soft coconut cookie. It has a little cherry on top which I will so not eat. I do not like Cherries. Well other than in candy or ice cream as a flavor.

This is what it would obviously look like after a bite. It tastes good. I do like the feeling of coconut in things and this cookie definitely has it.

Also please make sure you comment on previous post on EyePet. I worked hard on it. Thank you and God bless you all.

EyePet!

2010-11-02T13:09:00.006-04:00

Hey there guys! I am supposed to be handeling some personal things but since my mom is taking long I though I should talk about something that I can't wait to get my hands on! It's called:

So what the heck is Eyepet? Well you are about to find out. Before anything if you don't like video games or any types of systems don't even worry about reading this. Now if you like furry looking animals even though you don't play video games, this might be fun for you (^_^). I warned y'all. First I'll explain how this entered my life. My boyfriend introduced me to this. He was like "I don't know if you'll like it". After I watched the preview for it I was like "Are you serious?! You didn't know if I'll like this?! I love it!". Now I can't wait to have it.

Eyepet is a game for PlayStation 3 and PSP (PlayStation Portable). I believe there is two different versions of this game and the newest version of Eyepet is adapted for the PlayStation Move control system. The game uses a camera to allow the virtual pet/Eyepet to interact with you or/and objects in real life. With the advance technology the pet is aware of the surroundings and reacts very good to everything. You, the player, can put objects in front of the pet and the game will interpret what it is and respond to it. For example, if you throw a ball towards your pet it will jump over it avoiding being hurt.

It will also react to all your actions and sounds. For example you can tickle the animal or clap and it will startle it. You can customize your pet however you like. With lots of outfits to choose and also change the color of its fur.

The game also has objects which you can use to interact with your pet. To name a few, a trampoline and a bubble machine. One very cool feature is you can draw something to the screen and it'll be scanned by the camera and converted to a virtual object which the pet can interact with. The Eyepet can also be fed cookies and a type of pet food. If the pet gets ill, you can scan your pet with an object that looks similar to an x-ray, holding a card which will come with the game itself. If you want more info about it just search EyePet on YouTube to see it in action!

I want this game and my Billyoh will probably get it this Saturday. I told him about this special I saw on a Toys "R" Us catalog. It's a limited edition bundle specially for the PlayStation move. Only avalible at Toys "R" Us. It comes with;

EyePet Game
PlayStation Move Controller
PlayStation Eye Camera

We don't even have the PlayStation 3 yet. Billy is still saving for the system itself but he wants to make sure we get this special offer so he will buy this first. I've been so happy looking for videos and learning more and more about it. I've been thinking of names for it too.

Do you have any other name suggestions for me? So far Neeko is ahead. What do you think of this game? Go now and look for videos. it's truly amazing.
Photo credits to 1 & 2.

Hello Halloween

2010-10-31T02:54:00.007-04:00

I am never really excited about this day... At all so don't think this post has a lot to do with it. I don't go out to get free candy. Instead my boyfriend goes to Rite-Aid (pharmacy) and buys all this candy for me :) He is such a sweetheart you guys. I got Peanut M&M's, Rainbow Nerds box, Snickers, Hershey's with almond bar and a Swedish Fish box. I think that would be it all :) Lots and lots of cavities. I am surprised there was no bubblegum. I just hope for those of you who do go out have a safe Halloween. It's 2010 you can't trust many people.

This is me in my new HK sleep mask :)

Boyfriend got that Hello Kitty sleep mask for me. She's a zombie. No guys it's not a costume. I just really really needed this. My room is normally too bright since I have such light curtains. Have you guys checked my Flickr account yet? If not what are you waiting for? I've been taking photos a lot but only a few get chosen. I call it project "Chosen Few". Please make sure you guys check them out and I appreciate any type of criticism.

Guys I really want to change this template. I need lots and lots of time though. I have something in mind and hopefully it'll turn out the way I want it to look. Not having a different template keeps me away from blogging for some reason... Hopefully I'll be content with some new template and I will remodel the whole thing. I will need new profile photos and more. You will see the change eventually. I still am thinking about colors and style so bear with me. Happy Trick or Treating guys! God bless you all.

By the way check these two out; Ickle and Lardee @ My Milk Toof. Amazing photos and such wonderful and funny stories.

Lydia's Mini Room Tour

2010-10-26T04:40:00.009-04:00

Okay guys so here it is! A video of my room. My room is very plain and very little so bear with me please. All my cute and fun things are actually hidden. The night table with the giant bear its my sisters. She's the one who puts all her jewelry hanging from the walls. Mine is hidden because I can't have people touching it. The night table with all the Nintendo characters and such is mine.

If you have any question feel free to ask me :) Please if you watch write something.

P.S. I had this idea of this video after a bumped into someone's. This was recorded with a Nikon D90.

Edit; Nov 02, 2010; OK some of you think that the butterflies wall is a wallpaper. Well nope you guys I did those butterflies myself. Thank you for liking them ;) Love you guys!

Birthday Week Update

2010-10-25T18:30:00.006-04:00

(Boyfriend and I on my birthday)

I am sorry for being missing again. I've been into so many other things that I have somehow abandoned Eerie Silence. I really try and try to stay here and blog more but I don't feel like its interesting. What would you like to hear about?

My birthday just passed and I had such a wonderful time! My boyfriend's birthday also passed on Oct 23rd and it was such a busy and fun day too. This is our third birthday together. Sadly I don't have many photos. That's because we made videos of both days and I currently editing them to make them as a documentary thing. If the video succeeds I will post it here for you guys to see me and him in action talking and just being us. I am not sure about the audio. If it doesn't I am sorry.

That was my birthday cake. My boyfriend surprised me with a remake of my 1st birthday cake. You see a photo of it on the right. How do we have this photo? Well my very 1st birthday was recorded into a video tape done by a professional person back then. Boyfriend had my tape turned into DVD. From the DVD we could have photos taken out and as a surprised he had a photo of my 1st birthday cake just so he could take it to a bakery for them to remake it. Very sweet right? It's not exactly the same but we can totally appreciate the similarities.

This is a cybernetic gift by an awesome online friend Janine. To see it click 'this'.

For my birthday we went out for dinner at Olive Garden. It was a new experience for me and I had a really nice calm date accompanied by a good meal and a good boyfriend.

For Boyfriend's birthday we did not take any photos :( Whaah! I looked so cute too. We went out for the whole day. We watched "Let Me In" early around 1:00pm in theaters. Went to the mall, shop ate and later watched "Jackass 3D" which it was really funny.

In other news, my Yotsuba mangas are up to date and I am sooo happy! That reminds me I have to go to the wish list and edit it. I have more Yoshis. I keep getting more and more Yoshi items. I really want to make an entry on all the Yoshi things I own but the things is my collection keeps growing and growing so I don't know how to do it or when. I am also working on a room tour video. My room sucks and its so small but I still want to share it with you guys. If I can.

How have you all been? Thanks for those of you who still come by often. Love you all :)

One Month Left...

2010-09-19T20:31:00.000-04:00

.. to my birthday! If you aren't aware my birthday is on October 18th. Yesterday was September 18, 2010 which marks one last month until my birthday. I don't know if I should be happy about it or what. I am getting old :( It worries me. Anyone else feels the same way? When you're young you can't wait to be older but once you get older you'll do anything to be a kid again to just play and have no worries. I will be turning 21. I wish I could be 21 forever.

Yesterday Billy surprised me with a couple of things. He did because he actually was supposed to take me out on a "Princess Day" and buy the rest of my birthday outfit. He already payed for most of it I just need shoes and probably a jacket. I woke up feeling kinda down and not in the mood to go out so the event was canceled. He still tried to make me a happy princess so he surprised me with..

Nintendo DS game, key covers and a Bobby Jack plush that comes with a shirt for me. I should point out that he had called me to ask me if I wanted the DS game and key covers so the surprise was really the big plush box.

The DS game is actually pretty good (how Billy would say). As you can see its called "Wario Ware Do It Yourself". Basically you play a bunch of mini games that last about 6 secs or less. Its sorta like a mind game because they don't give you rules to know what is it you have to do. All you see its a title so you would need to figure out what to do with your stylus. Best part is you can create your own mini games too!! Omg really guys is so cool, you can create your own music, your own characters or objects and more. That's why its called "Do It Yourself"

These are obviously the key covers. So pretty aren't they? I like Bobby Jack he is cute. I adore him when he is eating gum because I love how cute brown looks with pink and I also love gum. Hey! Maybe I should change my blog colors to pink and brown... Anyway, these covers as cute as they are, I can't use them with my keys. I put one on my key, tried to open my door but my key is too small and I couldn't open my house door. Bummer for me :( It doesn't help that I only carry one key with me he he he.

This would be the Bobby Jack Limited Edition Twin Shirts pack. The shirt is soooo cute!! It's longer than I thought so that should come in handy to wear it to sleep with some thigh high socks. Hmm limited edition, so that means the shirt is rare in my opinion. And here's the plush...

"Oooh oooh aaaah aaaah"

This plush is so soft. He's wearing the same shirt I just got. I should take a nice self portrait with my twin. I'll think about it.

Want to know a bit info about Bobby Jack? This is on the back of the key covers.
Born at the famous Hanniwoo Zoo, Bobby Jack is a rare breed of monkey known as Chimpus Mischievous. Bobby Jack is a fun-loving, though sometimes trouble-causing, monkey. He considers himself very good looking, charming, hilarious and talented. His friends, Cooper and Moose might not agree with this! Bobby Jack does have one weakness though, his love of sweets.

Ha ha how cute! Bobby Jack and I can relate so much.

McCafé Iced Mocha

2010-09-17T19:07:00.002-04:00

... I think. I really like iced coffee so of course I had to try McDonald's.

I am not sure which kind this was but it was so good. I love the caramel instead of chocolate. I love to lick the whip cream and caramel part. Bad thing is that then when you drink it tastes like nothing for a while since its so sweet. Anyway, my sister got this for me and I asked her "so which kind is it" she says "the main one" Uhh what is that supposed to mean?? I looked for the McDonald's website and all I see is Mocha so Mocha it is. I suggest this for you to try it if you're into iced coffee. I like it because is like icee. Instead of a very liquid type.

Next thing I would like to try is Starbucks. Yup guys I haven't been there yet. Any suggestions?

Nom nom nom; Yan Yan

2010-09-14T03:13:00.002-04:00

Currently eating Yan Yan while editing some Flickr photos. Anyway, I've tried strawberry flavored Yan Yan for the first time and I didn't get the first impression I thought I would. I can say I didn't like the mix. Right now I am eating chocolate flavored Yan Yan and it tastes really good. I am wishing to have Nutella right now to stick some in there too. I also have vanilla cream pack waiting for me. I know I'll like that one for sure.

I really should be sleeping right now but I'm not sleepy, and I am not even trying which I should. It's a little bit over 3:00am over here.

If you are like me more into vanilla flavor than anything I'll suggest you try that one first, chocolate second and make strawberry third. Well.. however you please. Have you tried Yan Yan? I've notice it seems really popular on Tumblr.

I Scream For Ice Cream!

2010-09-11T01:56:00.003-04:00

Boyfriend and I really been meaning to visit Cold Stone for a taste of their ice cream. We finally got our first, (well I don't know if it was a first for him too) cup of their delicious ice cream on September 6, 2010 to be exact hehee. I tried to get a photo outside on the front side of the store but there was people in the way looking at me like I am a freak. Ugh United States.

Cold Stone was a really nice first experience for me. I can't complain about the flavor because my ice cream was really good. French Vanilla ice cream, chocolate chips, nuts and caramel. Boyfriend chose some apple kinda ice cream, Reese's pieces and pecan. Hmm weird I know. Their unique way of kneading and mixing the different flavors and toppings on a cold stone is their trade mark.

Now I do complain about how they only had two little tables at this certain store. I had a really bad time when I had to walk while eating my ice cream and not being able of sitting down and enjoy it that way. It was so windy on this day and me with my hair blowing all over the place... ugh you can imagine (-__-). Another bad thing is how hard it gets to be looking at the flavors when you have a bunch of people close to you desperate to make their order. It feels like they are so close to you because this store is so little. They have a thing to make a line which separates you from seeing toppings and ice cream. Meaning you cannot pass these people to look at the toppings and ice cream before making your order.

Even though those were some bad things I can't wait to go again to try a totally different type of ice cream. Maybe with a cone. Their selections of cones look so yummy. It will be harder to go since winter is around the corner and snow (which I totally hate). Have you been to Cold Stone? If so what kind of ice cream have you tried? Do you have any suggestions?

Im Back From Hiatus... Hopefully

2010-09-09T21:04:00.002-04:00

Hiii there you guys! Last night I was thinking and thinking about this blog. My only personal blog and thought about how much I miss blogging. I've missed you all too. I had stopped blogging because I ran out of interesting things to blog about. Also because I got really into photography. Now I want to be responsible with my sites about photography and blogging. I will try to blog regularly for now on.

In general, I've been okay really. I do stress a lot. For those who follow me on Twitter might have already notice that. Sometimes I stress for little things but oh well that's just me. My family is doing fine thanks God. So does my amazing boyfriend. By the way, our birthdays are getting close! So see, everything is bleh.

If you notice I changed my template a tiny little bit around. I need to find a whole new style for my blog soon. For those of you who are aware, I created a Tumblr page for my photography use only. Everything is going well. BUT I created a Flickr account, which I am sooo excited about!! I will continue my photography there. What will I do with my Tumblr page? I am not sure! Maybe I'll just leave all my photos there, stop posting my own photos and start reblogging cool stuff I see around like most do. What would you suggest I do with my Tumblr?

Do you have a Flickr account? If so please tell me so we can be friends over there. Having a Flickr account motivates me to take even more challenging photos. I've taken a lots of photos to practice while with Tumblr. Never really liked them much. I keep on changing the watermark every time. I knew that would happen. I will try to keep my watermark the same @ Flickr though.

How you guys been? Please tell me inform me about yourselves. I don't have much time to visit all of your blogs but I will soon.

Reason For Lack Of Posts

2010-07-21T04:54:00.001-04:00

I apologize for neglecting and abandoning you followers and my Eerie Silence blog. I've find myself busy and frustrated thinking of new photos for my 365Project. Also, as you see in previews post, I made a Tumblr account for my so called photography and I am constantly updating it and taking photos all around. I feel the urge to update it everyday. I find it so interesting at the moment. I know it'll pass.

Also there hasn't really been any highlights in my life at the moment. Everything has been the same. All that has been happening to me is about my camera equipment. I don't want to keep updating my personal blog about it. I don't see the point. Therefore I will tell you all I've gotten once and for all. I got the camera, two lens, camera bag, lens cleaning brushes, UV filter, tripod, SD card, lens hoods and wireless remote controller. I think that's all. I had extra money so I got myself those nerdy glasses in the photo above. Yes I am a nerd guys. I want to add that I swear I am not bragging about any of the items I've been getting. I've scratch many things off my wish list which feels great. I hope to scratch them all with time. Even though I am always updating it with minor things I want.

Now about Eerie FlashesTumblr, if you follow me and I didn't follow you back will be because one or several of these reasons;

Nudity content; I find it so disturbing that such thing is allowed there.
Uninterested; Maybe you have a certain theme to your posts that I simply find irrelevant.
Repetitive content; You are just someone who re-blogs constantly and I have seen your re-blogs before. I just don't want to overfill my dashboard with the same photos over and over again.

I hope you understand, also I don't want you following me if you aren't interested at all. There is no obligations involved. In the other hand, I thank those of you who already follow me and also who have re-blogged some of my work. Those who also let me know about their visits to my Tumblr profile, thank you so much for that!

If there is any photography blogs, by real photographers not re-blogs, that you would want to recommend to me feel free to post in your comment with your reply.

About Eerie Silence blogger, I want to change it around a little. Even if its just the color I want a change. I totally need new music. I've had Paramore forever now. I just removed the music player off.

This got quite long so let's end this. I will try to keep this active, I don't want to lose followers or want any of you to forget about me. I will try to think of things to blog about.

Thank for my visitors who pass by and say hi every now and then. Thank you for the comments and sorry I haven't left my comment in your entries. I will be back soon. God bless!

Tumblr/Photoblog - Eerie Flashes

2010-07-11T01:19:00.000-04:00

As mentioned before, I finished with my Tumblr. In there you will find my photography, few personal quotes, typography and ... well I think that's pretty much it. My Tumblr is way different than Eerie Silence blog. In here there is way more personal entries, in my Tumblr there is, well, just photos :)

There's a screen shot of my photo blog. I am so happy with it. At first I didn't want people re-blogging but now I don't mind. As long as they don't re-post and remove my credits I'm okay with that. So now you know loves, if you like a photo of mines feel free to re-blog.

About the theme, (which I didn't make) I find it so funny how much ot looks like how when I first had this current theme here on Eerie Silence. This is what it looked like:

That's before I changed the background and pink font to purple. My favorite color is pink. Anyway this was just a random thing I thought I'll share.

Back to Tumblr, to follow or look at it you can go 'here' or you can see it next to my other links here on the left. Have a good one everyone.

What I've Been Up To

2010-07-06T18:49:00.016-04:00

This entry is a post update so you know what I've been up to. First I would love to apologize to those of you whom I haven't visited in a while. I've been quite busy. I should add that I still visited and commented in some of your posts. I hope you guys appreciate it. I made this post with no intentions of bragging. I hope none of you take it that way.

So what's been going on? I've been in the process of buying the camera equipment that are necessary. I already payed for the camera on June 30, 2010 so it will be here any day now. Just today I named it Onix (: It comes with this really awesome lens that I wanted, so that's a bonus. I also bought a wireless remote controller, SD memory card and a camera bag, that with some research, seemed to be the perfect one. Hopefully it will be just fine for everything to fit. None of these things have yet arrived. If you follow me on Twitter most likely you'll see when it will. Also you will be able to see what I am up to more often.

There is still other camera equipment I am getting. That will be next week hopefully. I still need another lens, tripod, lens hoods, very important, and if extra money an UV filter. When buying you always gotta do research. Read reviews and look for what's best for you and your budget. I saved a lot of money thanks to Google search. I found the very same item for less at certain stores.

I also made my Tumblr photo blog page. There's nothing there other than the layout that was custom made for me. I did fill out some info about me and page purpose. The first photo will be added the very first day the camera gets home. Whenever that happens, you will be able to see my Tumblr URL next to the other ones here at Eerie Silence and you are free to follow me on Tumblr.

Now you know what I've been up to. If any of you have any question about something please ask. How you guys been? I would like to see what some of you have been up to.

[Edit: July 08, 2010 my camera has arrived. I am so happy. Will be definitely taking it out later on to try it. For now the battery its charging. I really need that SD card here now!]

My Day: Toy Story 3

2010-06-26T23:51:00.002-04:00

For those of you, which are many, who follow and read my blog, not so many, and follow me on Twitter, probably saw my tweets all day yesterday (June 25th 2010). Me and my boyfriend went out finally to see Toy Story 3. We had a great day and the movie was great. He took his camera with us and snapped photos of me. I took the time to edit them to my likes. We agreed on tweeting the whole day and see each others tweets once we arrived home. It was so cool to see what each other had to say at different points in our day. The weather was good thank goodness, I barely complained ;) I used shorts for the very first time in a while outdoors. For some reason I don't like wearing shorts outdoors, I thought people would be disrespectful but it didn't happen so I guess I might get more shorts to wear out. With them on I complain a lot less.

My Woody and Jessie dolls <3

I won't tell you the movie so don't worry keep reading 'cause I am not a spoiler. But I will tell you I laughed so much, almost cried and it was great since I've seen the first two when these came out first. I used to own them for VHS. My boyfriend told me about Easter Eggs in the movie, which means there will be a lot of things hidden from other Pixar movies or Pixar related. As I had mentioned before we saw the movie in IMAX and it was a wonderful first experience. It is a huge difference from 3D. The room it is a lot bigger and the screen too. The mall we went to its called King of Prussia and I love it. This mall is so huge that I don't think we are ever able to walk the whole thing. My boyfriend and I left super early around 12pm arrived there around 2pm and waited 'til 7pm for our movie. What the heck did we do all those hours? Well we walked the mall went in and out stores. It's so much fun with him. I would be more detailed about it but I am in a hurry now.

Now I would like to share a few photos in order with a little description

My boyfriend took several photos of me before leaving. One was used in previous post.

Have I mentioned that my boyfriend promised me? If you read my love story you could find it there but since that's too long to read, he promised me on August 27 2009. I thought I'll share with you guys my pretty ring. I wear it every day all the time.

Once we arrived to the movie theater, after buying our tickets, I saw a woody painting at the doors. I thought it would be a great photo so I made my boyfriend take one of me and Woody :)

... and Buzz Lighyear was there also. I made a silly face 'cause I thought he looked so funny. I love these photos :D

Billy and I always get candy before the movies, so here I am picking the candy. We share it but I ate the most yesterday. I love candy and there's a lot to chose from.

Here you can see the candy better all around me :) This store is so pretty to me. I love bubble gum!

"whauuh"

Decisions decisions... There's more candy up there. The buckets have lollipops. Hard to see because of the edits :/

Another awesome store! Sanrio. So freakin' pretty that it hurts. When I was younger I would buy there so much. My dad would give me so much money and I was able to buy literally anything (not bragging) I can't now :'(

Before leaving the mall to return to the movie theater, I took some photos of Billy. This one is one of my favorites. I don't know if he's shy of me taking photos of him or what, but I need more poses to work with him. We will have lots of practice once I get my camera because I want many photos of him :)

What do you think guys? Any photo in particular you like. How about questions? Leave comments and Ill get at you all ;) Thank youuu

Questions and Answers

2010-06-26T20:02:00.007-04:00

Just like I said, I was going to do a questions and answers post soon. Here it is. I was expecting more questions but unfortunately no one asked more :( Anyway here are the few questions I did received. I answered them with more info, instead of just putting "yes" or "no" by itself. Have fun reading.

Q. Do you ever read the box while eating cereal?
A. Hmm yeah sometimes hahaa. It actually turns out fun while all the crunching is happening. I hardly eat cereal.

Q. Do you have any idols?
A. Tough one. Hmm the real answer is no. Now when I was 16 I was a huge Hilary Duff fan, and I sitll am but not as much. I used to look up to her. She always gave the best of her and you don't hear bad news about her like you hear it about most teenage celebrities.

Q. Would you ever try fishing?
A. I never have so I think I would. It also depends with who and weather conditions.

Q. Do you prefer long hair or short hair?
A. Long!! My hair used to be really long until I got to 10th grade. That's then I started doing many different hair styles that damaged my hair. Ever since then my hair stopped growing and now it grows so slow. It doesn't help that I like to cut the ends a lot. It keeps hair healthier. I cut my hair two days ago and it looks so short again because I wanted it with style. I'm thinking of growing it even this time with side bangs.

Q. Favorite Nintendo character? Not named Yoshi.
A. Ha!! This is hard! I guess Toad. He's the one I always chose if not using Yoshi. In Mario Kart that is.

Q. What celebrity could you see yourself having a friendship with if given a chance?
A. Probably Hilary Duff. I would love to go to her wedding. And as I mentioned before, she doesn't have any crazy news out there and always seems so classy. I love her fashion sense and I would love for her to pick up outfits for me to wear!

Q. If you could try any job in the world for one day, what would it be?
A. Hmm basing this on things I like and dislike I would love to have a job as a photographer. Probably not the answer that was expected but I love doing it more and more.

Q. How long did you spent typing 'this' post? It's really long, you must have been thinking a lot.
A. I did took time to think, but then again, who knows me better than myself? It took me about 30 minutes. Only because I tried to include everything. It could have taken longer if I would've wrote it in order which I didn't.

Q. What country would you most love to visit and why?
A. Japan for sure. I think I probably was Asian in another life or something. I seem to like so many of their creations and many other things. I would love to see Harajuku girls in the streets and take photographs of them and all over the cities.

Any comments or even more questions are greatly appreciated. I would love to make a second answers and questions post.

More About Me: Flaws and All

2010-06-22T19:14:00.006-04:00

Yesterday's entry was about me in general. I didn't put everything there because I don't think it's possible. I read it and then later on while making something to eat yesterday I thought to myself; "Wait, did I mention my flaws?". Nope I didn't. I don't want some of you thinking; "She only shared the good things about her, anyone can like that" No guys, I am here today with nothing to hide and to show you what are the bad things about me. Those little things that make me imperfect. I am also giving those who haven't seen my last entry more time to read yesterday's post and hopefully I'll get more questions for my "Questions and Answers" post coming soon.

About my flaws. I'm not 100% happy with them but at the same time I like them because these make me who I am. I've tried to change some, I've managed to change others but there is some that will always be there no matter what because I grew up with these. One should not be ashamed of their flaws. You should be able to talk about them proudly and phase them.

no make-up ;)

I am very super crazy insecure about myself. Most times I hardly believe I can do something without making a mistake. When I make a mistake I feel the urge to quit whatever it is I failed at. I never think to myself; "Okay let's try this again". I don't always quit things but it happens most of the times. I get tired of things too fast. Good example of this could be video games. I start playing them and without finishing it, at certain point, I just never look at it again for a very long time. Another example of this could be, I need to constantly change my watermarks because I get tired of the same style fast, same with the way of editing the photos. I can't stick to fixing them the very same way like I've seen plenty people do. I almost quit doing my 365 project if it wasn't because of my boyfriend supporting me always. I suffer from allergic rhinitis. Every morning I wake up sneezing constantly. Maybe I should start cleaning my room more often. That's something else, I get lazy when I know I should clean my room. Though I think it is because I sleep with my sister and she has so many things around and it makes me not clean the room. I worry a lot about the future and I am not sure what am I going to do with myself.

I don't know if this is a serious problem, or if it happens to most girls but at times I don't feel pretty. I don't know if I should blame this on surgery (which I would never try) or celebrities but it's something that gets to me at times. Specially when I get a little pimple here and there. Something I know though, is that I look better than any celebrity without make up and my natural hair. Most of them have hair extensions, surgery and tons of make up. Just wanted to point that out. Not feeling pretty doesn't happen all the time, just occasionally. Does this happens to you? I would like to know.

At times when I know I am supposed to do something for my own good I don't do it. I don't know what is it I am waiting for but I just let it pass by. Example of this could be something I mentioned yesterday, I need to get dentist appointments back on track. I told William (Billy my boyfriend) that I will handle that as soon as I finish saving for the camera and once I get it. I also talked to my mom about it she said that I need to handle that. Another flaw is that at times, not always, something bothers me and I just keep it inside (this happens towards my boyfriend) Or maybe I have something to say in defense of myself and I end-up not saying it at all (this happens with my family). I don't like to show emotions. Could be affection or when I'm crying. Mostly when I am crying. I don't know why because it's not like I am mean but it's hard and maybe awkward to me depending on the situation.

I tried to put as much as I could. Hopefully I didn't leave anything behind. I hope you guys appreciate the fact that I had the courage to write about my flaws in the open. It really is no problem for me. I hope you also are able to talk about your flaws without being scared and be able to change what you can about yourself if it's no good to you.

If any of you have questions now its the time to ask. I will start my "Questions and Answer post in a day or two. Please remember to read previous post if you haven't.

(P.S. Have you ever looked back at my oldest posts? You should and you are never too late to comment. One in particular I would like to get responses is 'this' one.)

About Me and You

2010-06-21T19:04:00.010-04:00

Hello my loves! This entry, like the title states, is about me. Well and maybe somehow about you too. I want you guys to get a little more info about me, other than the one under the profile section in my blog. I believe sometimes people judge without knowing anyone. It's harder when you own a blog, where you want to be able to show your different points of life. Maybe you put something that someone else finds offensive and right away they think you're mean, rude or who knows what in the world. Guys remember you cannot judge a book by its cover and when finding something offensive don't take it personal. Simply try to be mature about it and understand the other person's point of view. Always be respectful and classy.

I fall in love with sweet and nice people. People that I see are close to my persona. I have a bunch of you here following my blog and you guys I am so thankful. Sometimes I wish I could just hug some of you. You all make blogging so much better. Because of you I make sure I visit my blog every single day because you guys always leave tags. I never have a problem when someone writes "Hey sis I got a new post mind reading it?" I will gladly go and comment also. As long as I'm not too busy. I realize that most of the times I comment, I somehow leave you a word of advice. I hope you all read it and keep it close to your hearts. I love those of you who always come by my blog and read my posts and leave a mark. Thank you :) it means a lot. When I first started blogging, all the comments I would get where from my boyfriend. He is always supporting what I do. 1 or 2 more people also would come by every now and then. Blogging seemed boring so I would change my template often to not stop blogging. Then I came across some of you and now I love blogging even more.

Now about me and my personality. Just pointing words, I am sweet, honest, shy, weird, funny (a bit), just to name a few. I am myself all the time, no matter the situation, what you will always get from me will be nothing but myself. I never ever tried to fit in a crowd, never changed who I am for no one and never ever will unless if its for myself. I don't use as much make up as you see in my self portraits. I only use make up for photos. Most of the photos of myself where taken in the very same day. Like the one in the about me section was taken the same day as the one I am using for this entry. Also the one in my twitter and also Facebook. (Talking about Facebook, I don't share it here because I only want close people I know) I am originally from Puerto Rico. I speak Spanish. Currently living in the United States. I do not use profanity language. I can't swallow pills so I prefer medicine, even though it's horrible and I make a funny face. I barely use make up. I know there's nothing more beautiful than natural beauty. I am always make up free around my house. I might use some when I go out but not always. My eyebrows are real, not tatted. I wax them that's why they look so sharp. I got no tattoos and I have no plans on getting one. I lost my dad. I love candy so I probably got a lot of cavities. I need to get an appointment with the dentist soon. I am skinny and tall. I do want to gain some weight badly. I can't stand skinny girls who complain they need to get in shape. I use contacts to see better. Not as a trend to make eyes bigger or something like that. I find that weird no offense. Like really you guys need to see how creepy ugly and scary that looks. That mole next to my mouth is real and I am so in love with it. I love to dance! I love nail polishes A LOT. There's always some color in my nails. I don't mind what color, I try them all! I am a big kid. Sometimes I watch cartoons and laugh so much, specially SpongeBob. I don't think there is a thing wrong with that. My natural hair is curly but I don't like it. I always have it straight. Ever since I was in 9th grade or so. Never curly no more. I love accessories so much! Well just take a look at the photo above. My mom is in love with the way I am and with me. She is so happy to have me as her daughter. At least she tells me that when she's in a good mood. Wow that's a ton of info and I don't want to keep you reading forever but let's do something...

If any of you have questions about me, not being too personal, after you write anything you please about this post you can ask me there along with your comment. If I get lots of questions I will create a questions and answers post. To make it fun you can ask more than one. There's no limit. Remember the response will be in the next post so keep an eye on that. If I don't get questions or only a bit I'll just reply to your chat box. This is a one chance only. I normally don't like questions so don't be shy like me and ask me. Remember, not too personal, disrespectful or dumb obvious questions.

Yotsuba Popular @ Project365.org V and VI

2010-06-15T08:24:00.004-04:00

My project has been on the popular page twice. Last time I couldn't blog about it because I missed it. I did see it on my iPod but I waited and when I got on my computer the photo wasn't there no more. Yotsuba reached the Popular page because people liked the rain and the water around her shoes with this photo:

Photo #080 of 365

This morning I saw someone new was following me and 3 more comment on yesterdays photo, so I figure it must had made it to the Popular page. Once I checked I was right. This time I wasted no time in turning on my computer.

Photo #094 of 365

There she is with Mario. That photo belongs to a series I made, of course. You can check it out by clicking on 365project. This project really is a mission and it gets tougher but I do want to accomplish finishing. If any of you guys are looking forward to do a project with 365 photos, meaning a whole year. I suggest you make an account there at 365Project.org Its a really good community full of nothing but nice people. You never see someone trying to be mean. Hopefully it will stay like that. Also it provides an easy way to keep your project organized.

Off topic:
This morning I am awake super early at 7:00am because my sister woke me up while she was getting ready to school! She uses so much damn perfume that she activated my allergies. She also makes so much noise. It really really sucks. When she leaves the room for whatever reason she leaves the light on and the door wide open where the cool air from the a/c escapes. That means the room heats up and since its been really hot over here it doesn't take long. Sharing room sucks so much. I'm too old to be sharing a room anyway. D:

Plans Under Consideration

2010-06-09T06:44:00.010-04:00

Hey there bloggers. I want to inform you about some of my plans. Hopefully these will work out for me just the way I want them to. I normally don't like doing what I am about to do because it's one thing to be inspired by something/someone then create something of your own, and another to copy off someone's else's work.

Old photo of me

I am currently saving for a new camera. I am totally interested in the Nikon D90. I can't wait to get my hands on that beauty. Along with it I am also saving for new lens, remote control, tripod, UV filters and other useful equipment. I could have the camera by August or maybe sooner. Not sure yet. An emergency could happen where I might need to use the money.

In case you are wondering, I am currently using my boyfriend's Canon which is pretty good as you have seen in my 365Project and latest blog entries (thanks babe). Photo above wasn't taken with my boyfriend's camera. Instead it was taken with a Kodak EasyShare c633 which it only has 6.1 MP. I don't longer own that camera. Last Christmas my mom gifted me a Kodak EasyShare Z1485 IS which it has 14 MP. I love that camera but barely use it (to think how much I used to talk about it XP). You can see some info 'here' by me.

Whenever I get the Nikon D90 I want to take more photos. Basically practice more photography. I want to be able to show my photos. I thought it wouldn't be a good idea to fill my Eerie Silence blog (this blog) with random posts of photos. I put my brain to work and came out with this idea. I will make a Tumblr for my photography only... oh and maybe quotes. Quotes because my boyfriend tells me the sweetest things and I would love to quote some of his wonderful sayings ♥. I will have the ask me page active where even anonymous people can ask me questions. All rude questions will be ignored simply because I don't have time for that. I won't re-blog or do any other fancy stuff you might do there. I repeat I will only use it for my photography and quotes made by me or the boyfriend. Well and maybe music.

For Tumblr's layout I currently contacted someone, very lovely by the way, and I will/might be having my own theme which I will be paying for soon once it's done. I am so happy about that (well hopefully it will work out) *fingers crossed*. I want to have my Tumblr page in order and nice, similar to this blog :) Yes! I will be putting an URL to my Tumblr here next to my other links whenever is done and I start posting. I would love those of you who have Tumblr to follow and I will follow back ;)

Well guys I think that's all... If I think of something I am missing I'll edit (which I feel I am).

Any thoughts you want to share with me?

[Edit: Got it! The other thing was that I am considering making a personal Twitter account. I will also put it next to my other links ~~once I finally find an okay user name for it.~~ Twitter is done. Feel free to follow me.]

Can't Wait For Toy Story 3

2010-06-05T03:46:00.006-04:00

Something that I am really excited about is Toy Story 3!

When I was a kid I had 1 and 2 and I loved them. When these two came to theaters last year, Billy and I went and had a great time. We found jokes that we as kinds couldn't get and laughed a lot. It was great listening to lines and songs because it reminded me when I was a kid. A great thing about it was that it was both movies as one and I thought that was a great experience. Now I can't wait until Toy Story 3 to hopefully see it in IMAX. It will be my first time.

Toy Story will hit theaters on June 18th. We won't go the same day. I think it will be super full of people. I'll blog whenever I do go, I think.

Are you as happy as I am about Toy Story 3? Are you going to see it in theaters or wait until it comes out on DVD?

Word of Advice

2010-06-04T08:11:00.003-04:00

Hey there! How are you bloggers doing? I've recently been depress again and dealing with more family issues. Just when I thought everything was back to normal. I can't help myself on my own, we all need help when we get so depress and we feel like we don't want to live this life anymore, whatever our reasons for it. I do recommend to

Never give up on your dreams. Never get stuck in a situation that's no good for you. Keep living your life. Take a little risk, whether dating someone new, ending a bad relationship, or anything in particular, do it because it's what's best for you. Don't do things that you know aren't good for you. Be a little selfish sometimes, but be polite and nice as well.

You're A True Friend

2010-05-21T00:45:00.004-04:00

I never really had a best friend. Maybe when I was seven or younger. We weren't really best friends though because we would always fight and argue over stupid things and I know she always envied me. But how could I know that? I was too young. I found my true best friend at the age of seventeen. This person wasn't my best friend yet of course. Time made us the bestest friends there is. We started doing everything together silly things like laugh, watch movies, make jokes and important things like consulting things with each-other before making decisions. Of course we might had our little stupid arguments. There were times where I wouldn't speak to my best friend. Truth is my love for my best friend never went away at all. At times I tried to break our relationship but my best friend would cry and cry, breaking my heart, asking me to not break our friendship. I would always know I never really mean the mean things I had said. At the end we would end up as bestest friends again because we know there's nothing more real than what we have. How do I know this person is my best friend for real? This person doesn't envy me or better yet, my friend hasn't disrespected me or making me feel hate towards one another. I can tell this person my darkest secret and I know it would be safe. My best friend has never and I know would never talk bad about my back. Believe me guys I just know this.

At times where I didn't had food to eat my best friend would come all the way to my house to bring me something to fill my tummy. Then there's times where I'm not even in need and my best friend buys me candy and maybe something new to wear. It's a secret of mines but I love when my best friend gets me these things because it only shows how much we know each other. I don't like it when my friend gets me things too much though. I never ask for them. I don't like it because I can't pay with things in return :( Instead what I do is try to show my appreciation with my love as much as I can.

We are taking a break right now because we had one of those silly disagreements. I decided to take a month-long break so when we see each other we start over again. I still have the feeling of breaking our friendship but when I try to say it my voice has no sound. Maybe that is because we are not meant to be separated. As much as I cry and as much stress my best friend brings to my life, I still have no hate to give to my friend. The truth is that...

No one can change that but you. If you change on me and fill me up with your stress I no longer would want to be your true friend. You have to understand that I am a fragile person. Super weak. Filled with my own stress and when you throw yours on me it drives me insane and I feel like I am about to explode. I am confused with life, not sure of where to go in life. I know my best friend will read this. I know my best friend will understand. I don't want no more texts. Let's just go with the plan. We will see each other whenever we go out to see Toy Story 3 and if our feelings for each other changed then let it be. I am willing to go through anything when the time comes.

If the love that's there, in your heart, for someone with time dissolves, both have to be ready for a change. Most likely it can be happening because this person has made a sudden change. Right now if what you feel for one changes that means one must have changed on you and it doesn't feel the same.When someone brings stress into your life you just want to push it all away. If its someone really loved it takes some time. It is way easier to throw away those who treat you wrong than the ones who mark your heart with the affection they share with you. With this kind of people it will take some time and maybe years to push them completely away from your system. Why tear the relationship you have with someone you love? Is not your fault really, at least that what you feel, is theirs for bringing stress and acting different. Can they see this? Whether the relationship stays or not only you can change it because my love for you will always be the same if you are yourself.

[Edit: May 22, 2010. My friend and I couldn't handle being apart from each other so here we are again. Hopefully everything will go just right this time.]

iPod Music on Shuffle

2010-05-18T17:51:00.007-04:00

I love putting my iPod music on shuffle because every time the song changes I get a different memory of someone or something. Can be good or bad, happy or sad and my mood changes along with it.

A few nights ago the previous thought came to my mind while I had my iPod music on shuffle. I find it so interesting how just one song can change my mood. While listening to music I even cry. I wonder how many people put their all into a song like me. I hate the songs that make me feel angry about certain situations.

I like the songs that make me feel confidence about myself. Most of those are by Hilary Duff. To name a few Fly, I am, and Haters. Some of Paramore songs are currently on my page and most of those I can also relate. I have all Paramore's CD's and I think I listen to the last album almost every day. I like the songs that my boyfriend dedicated/dedicates to me. These make me remember the first feelings about our relationship and all we went through. Avril Lavigne's Slipped Away song never fails to make me cry because it reminds me of my dad. There is other Avril songs that I really like and also change my attitude because she sings like she's though.

My favorite rapper is Kid Cudi. The album you see on my photo is because I was listening to a song he features in. The actual singer I don't really know nothing about. My boyfriend gifted me Cudi's album last year as my birthday present. I have all the songs in my iPod including others I got from Cudi's personal blog. His songs just make me feel good I guess. I enjoy them. Shiny Toy Guns is a weird band but I love listening to some of their songs. I also enjoy Demi Lovato's music. Her voice gives me chills and I consider her probably the best starlet from Disney. She has talent and her voice is amazing. I also love almost all her songs and listen to it a lot. Then we have other groups like Barcelona which their songs are so soft and nice. I don't listen to many of this band songs, only chosen ones.

Then there's the Spanish music. I speak Spanish but never ever listen to Spanish songs. I think these are weird.

When I say my mood changes I don't mean all the way though the day, but only as I am listening to the song.

So with that being said how do you feel when you go through your songs? Does your attitude and mood changes too? Do you cry and feel sad for a little? I would love to know. Share your thoughts and stories with me.

Yotsuba Popular @ Project365.org IIII

2010-05-16T16:22:00.003-04:00

And there she goes once again! If you guys want to know what this is about click the 'popular' label to see more. I am so happy with my project and every photo, even though I tried to give up not to long ago. I want to stick to it and make myself and my boyfriend very proud. This is photo #64 of 365 and the fourth picture to ever made it to the popular section, that I am aware of. Congratulations Yotsuba! ;D Yeah she's a very special doll to me!

I Love T-Shirts

2010-05-13T23:29:00.010-04:00

Indeed I am! My boyfriend helped me grow the amount of t-shirts I own. I took pictures of some of my favorite ones. Basically famous characters. I do have few others but aren't special characters. I think that just because you are a person who loves fashion you shouldn't wear tees like this. I really don't care. I don't have a single clothing style. I put on whatever I like and buy whatever I please. So where are the t-shirts? Here loves:

I love Yoshi and Hello Kitty so I am sure that's the first thing you notice then probably The Ninja Turtles and Sonic. I have three Yoshi shirts. That's how this collection started with a Yoshi shirt my boyfriend surprised me with. I was so happy and believe it or not I still am! That's my favorite one and in case you're wondering its the black one behind the Ninja Turtles shirt. This shirt has Yoshi's back on the back! I hope that's understandable. Anyway I love it so much that I would love to have another one in case anything happens to this one. Yeah call me weird. The last shirt I got was the one with Yoshi surrounded by mushrooms. Thanks babe! Yup he also got me that one.

I do want more Hello Kitty tees. I have only two I think. I hope to find one that says "In love with a nerd" because I am ♥ Some shirts here still have tags on them. Yeah obviously I haven't worn them (>_<) And in my closet I have few others I haven't worn either including jeans. That's good to remember! So what do you think? Do you like these? Tell me anything in comments.

Yoshi Clouds In Super Mario Sunshine

2010-05-12T16:35:00.002-04:00

My boyfriend let me borrow his Game Cube for however long I want with several games. Before Mario Sunshine I was into Luigi's Mansion, a game so old but I have never ever played before. I had so much fun with it until I got to the final boss. Before Luigi's Mansion I was into Sims Bustin' Out.

Well since I am into Mario Sunshine that's what I am here to write about. For those of you who don't know about this game and are interested in knowing what's Super Mario Sunshine about I will give you my brief explanation of it. This was supposed to be Mario's vacation with Peach and the little mushroom head characters. They were going to Isle Delfino. Yes the isle is in shape of a dolphin. When they arrived there the isle was nothing they expected. There was this toxic looking waste and the walls where vandalized with graffiti. Because of this mess these things I call "stars" but they really look like a sun shape and real name is "Shine Sprites" (isle sources of power) have disappeared and the isle sun doesn't shine completely so half of the isle is under a weird shadow. The bad guy who did the graffiti is disguised as Mario (Shadow Mario) so for that when Mario arrived here he got arrested. He is found guilty and must clean up the mess and return the Shine Sprites. He then gets this water machine which is very useful and helps to clean to mess and later on as you keep getting Shine Sprites you also unlock/get Yoshi! My favorite character :D! So that's the basic info of this game.

Now to the point of my entry, while I was playing I looked at the sky in the game because in this game there are so many different tricks. And I notice this!

Please tell me you see it? This is a Yoshi cloud! Okay I edit it a little by adding the colors so you guys can see it easier. In fact all the clouds in Delfino Isle are in shape of Yoshis. Here are more at different clouds in different areas of the isle.

In this one you see half of Yoshi. I think this is so cute.

Here's another one at a different place of the isle:

Here, even though you only see one, there are two huge ones but it was so hard to get this picture.

Well that's it. I decided to post this entry because I Google it and I didn't find no one pointing this out and since I am a video games girl and a huge Yoshi fan I had to do it. Tell me what do you think? Have you played this game and now you notice? Tell me tell me I am interested :)

Rainbow Cakes and Cupcakes

2010-05-10T16:59:00.008-04:00

Lovely isn't it? I think this is a brilliant idea. Whoever started this I would love to thank you :) I just love rainbows a lot and seeing it on something that you can eat and it tastes sweet, other than Skittles, is great! I don't remember when was the first time I saw a rainbow cake photo but I do remember I was quite excited. I wanted a banana cake for my birthday since it is my favorite, if its well made with a good frosting, perfect! BUT I changed my mind when I saw this beauty. I would so love a well done rainbow cake if possible. I don't like asking for things but it is assured I'll have a cake having a boyfriend like mines. I always tell him "Ah don't worry about it" but he always gets no matter what I say so its best to kinda say what you like. I found more photos of different cakes:

This one rocks! I love the whole idea of the outsider rainbow. Though I really don't know if its rainbowish inside too.

Mmm with vanilla frosting. The colors here are a bit different because of how the colors blend.

I do like the rainbow cakes that are layered like this one. Though I don't really like the dark chocolate frosting, I love the pastel rainbow colors so much.

Best cupcake ever! The colors are AMAZING! I love the hot pink :)

Just like the rainbow. Pretty colorful stars on top and delicious vanilla frosting. Please note that the order of color it is very important when baking layered cakes.

I'm not sure if the creators of these cake used the same items but I found this photo in several blogs so I am guessing these are the main ingredients:

I also read that if you only make one box won't make for a big cake since you have to divide the colors. So you got to be wise and buy more than one if having a birthday cake for a party or something.

These pictures where found while doing my research in Google. Although I watermark them I don't claim these. If you're wondering why I watermark is because I edited them and made them better and wouldn't like you guys re-blogging with them. If you want to do that find your own photos too. Credit goes to their respective owners. Thank you.

Okay so I hope you guys enjoyed this colorful entry. This wasn't an entry for you to learn how to do it but for you to see photos of awesome cakes. What do you think of these cakes? Did you ever made/ate one?

New Template, Questions And Answers

2010-05-10T04:54:00.009-04:00

Yes I needed a change. The other layout was starting to depress me. Everything seemed too all-over-the-place. I like how I fixed this one AND pink, my favorite color, is back with some gray. It probably won't be long until I change it again. I like changing it when I am in the mood for designing and messing with codes. I also know the previous one gave some of you a problem because the font was too similar to the background. Hopefully everyone will be happy with this one. What do you think?

AND since I had these questions before I thought I should post them here:

Q. Could you make a tutorial on how to make layouts?

A. I would so love to but I have no idea how to do that. It would take me forever.

Q. Could you make my Blogger template?

A. I'm sorry but can't do. I don't want to be responsible for anything messing up in your blog.

Q. What program do yo use for your photos?

A. That would be Photoshop CS3

Q. What kind of camera do you use?

A. I use two, mines which is a EasyShare Z1485 IS Digital Camera and my boyfriend's Canon Rebel

If you have any more questions feel free to ask. Thank you

Lack Of Communication

2010-05-07T19:49:00.006-04:00

That's what is always missing in my family. If it would have been present, the problem between me and mom wouldn't have happened at all. All these days since the problem ,I've been feeling horrible, without strength to do a thing. Yesterday after arriving from a great day with Billy, I walked inside and I heard my mom slamming doors as soon as she saw me. I walked outside to Billy and I had to tell him. He reacted fast and started saying "go get her out here, we need to talk and solve this now" I didn't want to do that. I felt that if I did that's only going to make things worse. With him being present my mom is only going to get more mad. He kept saying he wasn't going to leave unless I get here outside. I didn't want to. After a while he finally left and told me, "if anything you call me as soon as you can, I'm tired of people treating you wrong". When he arrived home he sent my sister a message on Facebook because I had told him about certain attitudes she had towards me and also because she's the only one that could tell mom about how he wants to talk to her since I wasn't going to do it. She replied something like, she's no ones messenger and all these negative things about me, of course. Billy and I came to the decision of writing a letter to mom instead. I couldn't see me talking to her because it would seem disrespectful. Today right when I woke I up took a shower and then talked to Billy about the things I wanted to write. He said that everything sounded fine, so then I begin writing.

I can't write it all here since I can't remember but I will point out a few things I did write. I started off by saying that, I'm writing this letter because I can't find it in me to talk to her. Also I didn't want to be disrespectful as I mentioned before. I also mentioned how Billy wanted us all to talk but I couldn't do that either. I pointed out how much hurt I've been going through and how this makes me mad that its happening because of money. I put more things that you guys wouldn't understand. After I finished writing it, I put it in her drawer. One of the drawers I knew so well she would open right away. She wasn't home at the moment. I fell asleep. Like an hour and half later, Billy calls me and I heard when she arrived. After a few more minutes she comes upstairs and I was right, She found it right away. She had taken the mouse and keyboard out of my room because I didn't clean. Here in my house we rotate days between my mom, my sister and I, to clean . Since I didn't clean during my week, she had taken these things out the room. In the letter I asked for them back because I waned her to understand why I didn't clean, but I assured her that I will next week if I see a change. Anyway she came in my room while I was on the phone and she said "hang up." I did right away.

Once in my room I saw her watery eyes. She then said "Muñeca, this isn't happening because of money and that hurts me that you think that". Before I move on, Muñeca is my Spanish nickname since the day I was born. It means doll. No one ever calls me Lydia but I thought it was better for you bloggers to know me by my real name because I figure some of you might have trouble understanding the name. So I stated how this whole thing started and it was because I spent my 100 dollars. She then said she had no problem with that but she was worried that I was spending it all on characters. I then pointed out that these characters are for a project and that I wasn't planning on buying more. She then said my sister told her that and she felt bad for misjudging. That right there shows how much communication is needed. Second thing, she said since she had stopped giving me the money she agreed on giving me, she has been putting it aside as if she was giving it to me, in a piggy bank. Well I wish I knew that. She lost some weight during all the time we weren't talking and she wasn't cooking and all because I am the only one who eats next to her once dinners done. She told me she was always feeling bad and hiding it. I told her the same thing happened to me. I would cry all the time because this is the first time I stayed so long with out talking to her. The feeling was mutual.

We talked more but in the end what I want is the people who knew about the personal entry to read this one so you can see I finally solved this problem with my mom. I do feel so much better and it feels great to talk to her again and to know that everything is okay. Wish she had asked me about the figures before she took away the money from me and also I wish I knew about how she's been saving the money she's supposed to give me. Know I never hated my mom, I was just mad because I felt like she was taking advantage of me. I am real happy to know that she feels better and that I do too. Now I can do the things I am supposed to do for myself since I don't have that stormy cloud on top of me.

Whenever I start my own family I'll make sure that communication is always there. Just like the type of relationship Billy and I have. We always communicate and talk about everything. We talk so much in a day specially on the days he doesn't work. We can't get enough of each other's voices.

Have anything to say or ask feel free to do so..

Places I Went To Today Chart

2010-04-28T19:24:00.004-04:00

If you read my blog, I still don't talk to my mom and it makes it really awkward to walk around her. I've been growing old in my room. My room is where I spend most of my time and it has always been like this. If the walls in my room could speak they could tell you billions of stories about me. While in my room I either listen to music, write, draw, use the computer, play video games, do my hair and make up for fun (only sometimes) I even eat in my room. Unfortunately Billy works like everyday now. He's always tired and since I am kind and I understand, I don't ask him to come on his days off. I just tell him to stay home and rest. He's the one that could and can make these days better. For fun I made a chart, it's not well done but it shows you the places I've visited today. Wow life is so fun! *sarcastically*

Saturday, April 17, 2010

2010-04-19T18:28:00.004-04:00

This is an entry with pictures I took while I was out with Billy. Some have no meaning or purpose at all but I consider this my photography. I guess this is a way to remember a nice day with my boyfriend. I had more but I deleted them and I shouldn't have :( .. These are in the order I took them...

Yotsuba Popular @ Project365.org III

2010-04-18T14:27:00.005-04:00

Yay for Yotsuba! She made it to the popular with picture #35 of 365. For my new followers who might be interested you can see the project by clicking 'here' to see it. If you're not interested in making an account there I will gladly appreciate your comments in here. OR if you do think you have the time to make an account make sure to let me know also so I can follow you. To see more entries about this project you can click the Project 365 label. Thank youuu :)

Awesome Nutella Snack

2010-04-10T14:01:00.005-04:00

For those of you who don't know, I am a Nutella lover and I have blogged about it before :) Yesterday I found out about this beauty. I have never heard of this awesome treat before.

Ferrero, which produces Nutella, has come up with the Nutella Snack & Drink which is divided into sections containing a serving of delicious Nutella, bread-sticks, and some lemon tea and/or peach tea. This product was created at least two years ago in Italy. Lets hope that it comes our way soon!

I did my research and I found it in Amazon, they list it, but it's not available for purchase yet. Though, you can provide your email address to them and they'll notify you when it becomes available.

But, if you’re in the US you can get it in New York from Buon Italia. Can't go to New York? Then you can order it from the site 'here'.

New Template.. Again (>_<)

2010-04-08T18:56:00.009-04:00

I know I know! It hasn't even been a month with the "Enjoy Everything" template and I already changed it. Well I was browsing a lot and saw so many pink templates and got tired of my previous one (^_^). This template is really light, hopefully everyone will be able to see it and read it. I didn't made the base but I changed a lot u_u .I also tried to add every feature I had in the past template and in my opinion I did good. I'm a little disappointed that my boyfriend doesn't have internet at the moment. He's my my favorite critic, but that doesn't mean I don't need your opinion.

Anyway a little more explanation about this template theme. Since it looks so light I added self portrait icons. You c a n n o t under any circumstance take these because that's me if you didn't know (^_^). I added these icons colorful because in my opinion it adds a good look to the lightness. The icons change randomly which means sometimes you will see repeated ones in one page or these might change during your visits. Music player located at the top for people that doesn't like the song can stop it. Also because while you browse through Eerie Silence the music will not be interrupted. I like the effect the cursor has. I was also looking for a template that supports it. There is a weird thing going on with the template and that is the scroll bars. They keep moving and I hate it (>.<)

With that being stated tell me what do you think. I'll take everyone's opinion. We all have different taste. Just because I said I'll take everyone's opinion doesn't mean I want rude comments.

I am still making changes to the pages (>_<)

[Edit: Okay so the font I changed it a bit grayer. I don't want it too dark hopefully most of you can see it well]

Cute Fact

2010-04-07T06:08:00.008-04:00

Doing some research online and I found out about this. Don't worry is not a virus or malicious software. I wouldn't do that! Just follow these simple steps.

1. Go to Google.com

2. Type in "Who's the cutest?"

3. Click I'm feeling lucky

If you did it let me know here...

A Little More Time Here With You

2010-04-05T19:28:00.007-04:00

I was with Billy yesterday and we walked to where he's currently staying at. It was the longest walk ever since we had to walk through a different way because we had bumped into a certain person we didn't want to see and didn't want that person to see us. On our way there we made a stop and he bought me an Icee because I've been wanting one. When we finally arrived to our destination I helped Billy organize and fold his clothes because his moving from there. That was the plan we had anyway. After doing that I started feeling really tired because I had no sleep the night before. I had a good nap and woke up feeling weird. He was using the computer then, right when I woke up he approached me and gave me a kiss on the forehead and layed next to me. "You don't gotta be here" I said for him to go back to whatever he was doing online. Later on he offered me a sandwich and we were watching videos online, talking, I used my iPod to play app games and listened to music and played with his DS. We don't always have to do something crazy or outdoors to have a good time. Just by having each-other there I'll have one of the best days ever. It was getting late and unfortunately it was time for me to go home and I always hate the feeling. We then walked back to my house because we get there faster than waiting for the bus at night. Once in front of my house I get really depress and its all because of how things in my house are. He notices and talks to me about the situation, hugs me and tells me he's there for me. He continues by saying he will help me no matter how harder it will get and tells me "I love you". We hug goodbye but right away I would call him for me to know he's safe on his way back home. Once he gets home we tell each other our goodnights and go straight to sleeeep.

My Most Personal Entry... Yet

2010-04-04T08:56:00.013-04:00

It takes a lot for a private person like me to post something like this out to the world. I hope people will read it, give me advice, their point of view and answer few of the questions I have. I have someone who thinks so close like me, maybe too close were I need the opinion of others. It will still be hard for people to fully understand since, to you, I'm just a stranger, and you don't really have an idea of my personality... Here goes nothing...

(Don't be scared with the picture, that's just my photography)

Lately I've been going through some hard moments in my life. Harder moments that when I found out my dad got killed?... Not sure but my own family is killing me slowly. Talking down about someone is something that we all do. Now, its different when what you're talking about a certain somebody and it isn't true or you're just simply over exaggerating yourself for others to have compassion towards you. I'm writing this out here to somehow feel a tiny bit better, is it working? Not sure because you don't know why am exactly I'm writing this. Well I'll briefly explain it.

My mother used my name to have me work a certain job, before I agreed with it she told me she will give me 100 dollars out of every check. I said okay because well that sounds fair. I did all I had to do for the job, even took these tests that were so boring and long. All for her. She said I deserved the first check because of the classes I went through. When the job was all set up and the first check came, it was a lot more than expected. She quickly got mad at me when she was the one to say I can keep it all. Do you see what this is about? Yes MONEY! I didn't give her a penny because we both agreed on me keeping it all. She's not in need of money and we aren't poor. Second check is here and eventually another one did too. She came up to me to sign it and she said "What I'll do is give you 50 from this one and 50 from the other one" When in the beginning she said she would always give me 100.

To skip a few parts, even though these are important, one day I was in need and needed the money in advance. I asked her to give me 100 so for the next check she wouldn't need to give me a thing. She said okay to that. I started buying few things and personal stuff. One day while I was making breakfast she asked ,"so do you still have the100 dollars you asked for" I said "not exactly I spent most of it". She got so mad at me for spending my own money. (Also remember I'm 20 yrs old) I told her to calm down because I had more money coming. She screamed at me saying that I was supposed to save that money. We then started this big argument once I mentioned that my boyfriend helped me fill-out my taxes. She started screaming saying that he has changed me and all these horrible things about him. I couldn't take it and started crying because all people care is about money. That's what I told her too, "all you care is about money!" She got insane for real this time, she started saying all types of crazy things, most where non-sense. After that I came upstairs to my room and started crying. I could still hear her screaming and throwing stuff. She's really good at that. That's then she came in my room saying more horrible things about my boyfriend. She said he will beat me up in the future and that he will leave me. "EVERYTHING SEEMS ALL SWEET NOW BUT YOU'LL SEE!!! YOU'LL SEE ALL THE HORRIBLE THINGS HE WILL DO TO YOU!!! AND THEN THAT'S WHEN YOU'LL COME BACK TO ME, BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WILL BE THERE FOR YOU" Caps because she was screaming really loud. I then got really scared and sad. I did because I never had a relationship before and my brain works like a sponge sometimes when you talk to me about love. I then felt like my world had come to an end. I started crying more because of what I had just heard about the only one person who knows me best in the world. I had so many doubts and was really scared. I took off my promise ring and hesitated to call him but I did. I told him what happened and asked him to stay away from me. He got crazier and beg me to not say that. "Please put your ring back on" I refused and I honestly thought about just not worrying about him anymore. He came to my house to talk to my mom. My mom refused to talk to him. Great job mom! You said all these bad things about him and you couldn't confront him?! Great job! I couldn't see him either, it was just too hard for me. I cried myself to sleep.

The day of this event was February 7 2009. Ever since that day, my mom, every time she sees me she slams and throws stuff. It only adds more tension. She doesn't speak to me at all for a thing. "I don't want nothing to do with you, to me you're dead" She had said that. If there's something she needs to ask from me she tells someone else, so someone else can tell me it. This feels horrible because everyone in my family changed towards me. My brother is not the same and the only one who talks to me is my little sister who's brain is different compared to mines. All you need to do is tell her "you'll get your iPod and camera next week" and she's sold. I feel horrible and I cry so much. What hurts me the most is that all this occurred because of money. She talks behind my back and makes me seem to other people like I do all this wrong...

So you know a bit more about me. Every time before going out I would tell her. I would come home before 11pm. For her I would get ready at 10am to go and see a movie in theaters at least around 6pm. I never stayed at anyone's house. Even though they couldn't see this, I give myself respect when with my boyfriend. Just because we are together doesn't mean he can come and disrespect me. I don't curse or allow my boyfriend to use such words in his vocabulary while with me or while referring to me. He has never ever done something to me where I felt betrayed. We don't play physical games where a punch could have gone the wrong way. We basically act our age, and sometimes maybe older. Big issues like, I don't have boys phone numbers and he doesn't have girls phone numbers, that was each others agreement. We don't have pages like Myspace and when we did, he deleted all the girls he used to have before we became what we are and it was his decision...

You reading this, I am not lying, and talking about lying, I can't lie to people I love or even lie to any one. Ever since my father died I made a promise to myself to not lie. Last time I spoke to my dad I told him something that wasn't true and I never spoke to him again and for that I hate myself. I never had the chance to tell him how much I truly loved him. And now that we are at this subject, if you're a single parent having problems with your ex, don't involve the kind of relationship you got with that person and brainwash your kids. The kind of relationship you got with your ex doesn't mean the relationship your ex has with the kids its the same.

Anyway this got quite and long I didn't know it was going to. I know how lazy some people are when it gets to reading a lot so I truly hope someone did at least. Also know I am no longer assigned to that job and receiving money.

My questions are: Did I do wrong by spending the 100 dollars? Is mom going crazy? Got a word of advice? Am I wrong at all? Anything?

Nutella Little Package

2010-04-02T05:53:00.013-04:00

Back in December I posted an entry about Nutella. In that entry I talked about a little package that I used to buy all the time. You can read it 'here' so you get a better Idea of what I'm talking about. The purpose of this quick entry about something I blogged about so long ago, is to show you how those look like...

As I had mentioned, these used to be 25 cents. I don't know if the price is still the same. Did you know about these?

Yotsuba Popular @ 365Project.org II

2010-03-31T16:06:00.007-04:00

As I mentioned before I'll post entries every time Yotsuba makes the popular section. Yesterday's picture (018-365) made it there right away and it feels great because I had so much fun setting that picture. If you see the post before this one I put those pictures in there. If you see the picture above at the bottom says "Our magic photo monkeys have chosen these photos as some of their favorites. read more" When you click read more then you see this "At 365 towers we employ a crack team of highly trained monkeys to search through your photos and choose their favorites, each day they compile a list of the best and provide the photos for the world to see. Have the monkeys picked one of yours? Well done! If not, keep trying, these monkeys can be very hard to please!" Remember you can click 365Project to see the project's status, thanks.

018/365 Yotsuba & Bubblegum!

2010-03-30T11:01:00.007-04:00

Sharing these here for better view since I uploaded smaller @ the 365Project page. To see the project click '365Project' at the navigation bar, thank you :)

Enjoy Everything - New Template

2010-03-30T07:10:00.012-04:00

So why did I make a new template? Well I definitely wanted to make it pink with a rainbow somewhere (not because of gender preferences, I'm straight and I got nothing against gay people. I just like rainbows) Also because I kinda miss web designing. I used to make my Myspace page all the time but now I don't since I've deleted it. I only have Blogger and Facebook now and as a Facebook user knows, you can't design your page there at all. I still try to make it different with the Bumper Sticker application. Anyway my template, I call it "Enjoy Everything" that's Yotsuba's motto <3. You can see that at the bottom of the template. It's the only space where it looks better since at the top I put my blog name. I will keep making few changes here and there and eventually will change it again but as for now I couldn't love it more! I added three link me back buttons, those work by choosing your favorite (notice I'm giving you a variety) copying the code, and pasting it somewhere in your blog. I'll link you back with a custom button for my page. I'm having custom buttons because I actually made mines a size that can fit and also because these make my blog look so cute. By the way check out the people I'm linking here. I also updated the navigation bar really nice, make sure to see all pages there. If you like my font it's called "Pea Carrie Script" I would recommend downloading it if you care seeing the template how it really is being displayed. To find it simply Google it, and it's completely free. I spent a lot of time upgrading this template so tell me what do you think? Boys won't like it because it really is too pink! Only my wonderful boyfriend will appreciate it no matter what :D Anyway have a good one and hopefully you'll enjoy everything.

Yotsuba Popular @ 365Project.org I

2010-03-24T18:35:00.014-04:00

This is a quick entry for myself to see a year from now. I strongly believe that my Project 365 will make it to the popular section a lot and for that I will always blog about it every time. I notice today that yesterday's picture made it and I got really happy because it was unexpected, of course, but it is a good feeling. Here's the picture:

That's picture eleven of three hundred and sixty five. In case you're wondering about it it's called "Yotsuba & Manners" and she is making rude faces. I'll definitely make it again in there and I'll blog about it :) I have met wonderful people in there and they motivate me and they are also looking forward to see my photos. They leave comments and their photos are amazing. With that being said please check my project 'here' and if any comments you can put them either here as comments in my blog or there's also that chat box at the right hand column. Thank you.

How Happy Are You?

2010-03-23T03:39:00.014-04:00

This is a little chart I made out of boredom. I've seen something like this before and it inspired me to do it for my blog. You will see more posts like this, short but with a meaning. They will reflect my life somehow. If you have any comments feel free to post of course.

What's On Top Of Your Drawer?

2010-03-19T19:17:00.016-04:00

After taking my project picture I snapped a picture of my night drawer. Then I stared at it for a long time because I realized how nice it looks in place. Everything looks so.. me lol well I mean everything is mine after all. Oh everything but those two mushrooms tins, these belong to Billy he let me borrow them yesterday. From left to right bottom row we have: an open Doritos bag, M&M's Super Mario 3-Dess gummy candy, Snickers Chocolate bar, iPod Touch. From left to right top row: Billy's and I pictures frame, Yoshi plush, gum ball machine, Hello Kitty plush, lava glitter lamp, Knuckles plush, Hello Kitty figurine, two pairs of earrings ( I have three piercings in each ear), 9" Yoshi figurine, 5" Yoshi figurine, mushroom candy tins. My phone belongs next to my iPod but I was talking to Billy and had put it near the computer. Talking about Billy most of these things were thanks to him like, Super Mario 3-Dees gummy candy, Yoshi plush, gum ball machine, Hello Kitty figurine, knuckles plush, and iPod with its case.

This is how my night drawer used to look few months ago with all the plush dolls Billy ever gave me. I took them all down and they are in a bag now :( quite sad story but I have too many to keep them in my little night drawer. I would love to see others drawers. Snap a picture and post it here as a comment if you're reading.

Official 365 Toy Project Web Page

2010-03-19T17:12:00.015-04:00

After thinking about it for long a period of time, I decided to stop posting my project pictures here on my blog. I will leave the ones I already posted because these will be nice to leave as samples. I will continue with my project at its official page here '365Project' for those who are interested. The reason why I'll stop posting them in here is because I want my blog to be about what it has been since December (the beginning). jJst about me, things I get and whatever I'm going through. My blogger template doesn't have a blog archive which is really useful in my opinion. That means that if I kept updating my blog with my project pictures I would've had too many posts and no one would like to search back for older posts. I do care about my viewers and followers that's why I will stop posting the pictures and I am notifying. There is a url to my 365Project on my about me section placed on the right side of my blog. That's an easy access instead of going back to this post. Remember that the purpose of the project is to upload a picture every single day for a year which means there will be a new picture every day so make sure you check that out for me. You can leave a message on my chat thingy over there on the right, I'll see that and if you have a question I'll answer there too. Thanks for those who are interested and for several comments I had.

By the way I want to thank Billy publicly for helping me by posting my project pictures when I had no internet. He came all the way to my house with his usb hard drive to pick up my pictures and post them for me too. I love you babe it means so much to me.

006/365 Yotsuba Back Ride?

2010-03-18T15:02:00.004-04:00

Yotsuba, after enjoying the Yoshi back ride, asked Yoshi if he would like a "Yotsuba back ride". Yoshi surprised asked if she's sure of it. She replied out loud "YEAH YEAH C'MON!" with a huge smile. Yoshi carefully approaches towards Yotuba's back. She couldn't take Yoshi's weight and quickly fell down. The Yoshis ran fast to rescue of poor Yotsuba.

Also see my 'Project365' web page

005/365 Yotsuba's First Yoshi Ride!

2010-03-17T22:33:00.005-04:00

Now friends, Yoshi asks Yotsuba if she would like a Yoshi back ride. Without hesitation, Yotsuba jumps on Yoshi's back while laughing hysterically. Yoshi enjoys it as well, really.

P.S. It looks as if Yoshi does this for a living.

Also see my 'Project365' web page

004/365 Yotsuba Meets Yoshi

2010-03-16T21:19:00.006-04:00

Later as Yotsuba finds herself more comfortable with Yoshi, she decides to introduce herself to the gang. They come up with a little handshake that they believe is cool. This looks like the start of a great friendship.

Also see my 'Project365' web page

003/365 Showing Off

2010-03-15T20:51:00.010-04:00

Looks Like Yoshi began showing off for me once he seen I had the camera. Yoshi's always love the attention so this here is a normal thing. Yotsuba finds it hilarious because she doesn't quite understand Yoshi's actions.

Also see my 'Project365' web page

002/365 Meeting The Others

2010-03-14T15:22:00.003-04:00

Yoshi and Yotsuba found all the other characters while exploring around. Boy were they exited to see them! The Yoshi crew all said "Yoshiii!" right when they saw the missing dino. Yoshi felt just like home, Yotsuba , in the other hand, feels a little shy with everyone. This could take some time. The Yoshis talk about their life and they also mention me and Yoshi got really exited with all the interesting things he's hearing. Yotsuba well she's still shy.

Also see my 'Project365' web page

Happy Two Year Anniversary My Love

2010-03-13T18:39:00.011-05:00

We made it to our second year anniversary thanks to many good qualities in our relationship but mostly because of respect and communication. I love you with all that I am. You're are my whole universe and dreams. I don't want to let you go because you are the most important person in my life. More than my lover you are also my best friend. We had many good sides and also bad, but throughout it all we've stayed by each others sides holding on to each other. In each other we have found, happiness, peace, and learned what true love is. Through hard times when couldn't see each other and distance problems we never let it phase us. We will show everyone that our love runs deep and true, that our bond is too strong to break and throughout everything we are forever dedicated to each other. I will always keep my promise ring on because I believe you will keep your promise alive. I won't ever be able to express clearly how much I love you, how much I care about you and how much my life would change without you. You are definitely my soul mate, my angel, and my piece of Heaven on earth. You say God has truly blessed you by giving you one of his angels but you have to realize you are one too. For two years now he has blessed us and I know he will continue blessing us. Today might not be going how we had planned but I'm so happy just because I have you for another year. I thank you for all the wonderful moments you've given me. Gosh you're so amazing, I love you!

To the love of my life William, thank you for never giving up on me and waiting when times were difficult from your love and your best friend

001/365 Breaking Free

2010-03-13T16:46:00.010-05:00

"Yoshiii!"

The day is finally here, the day where the characters free themselves from the horrible darkness of the boxes. The twins use a karate move for an easier exit while Yoshi was ready to explore. He's so excited I almost didn't got a change to get him in the picture.

Also see my '365Project' web page.

Project 365: Yotsuba & Re-ment!

2010-03-11T15:11:00.013-05:00

This is a continuation of yesterdays entry about Project 365. (If you haven't read it you should) I think my mind is finally set and I'll do it whether people will see it or not. It'll make me feel good about myself and it'll improve my photography skills. I thought long about either making it personal or just with my figurines. The latter choice it will be. Like I've mentioned before I can do a personal one later on in life. I forgot to mention yesterday from where I got this idea and it's a web page called '365Project' you can click it if you're interested. I might make an account there to keep my files in order other than in here. Whenever I make my account I'll make sure to post it along with every picture entry for easy view on my project.

My project 365 would involve my Yoshis of course and these new Yotsuba dolls I bought. Well I bought one and Billy got the other one for me.

These are two different sets

If you would like to know more about this green haired girl, click 'here' because I'm not trying to make my post too long. All I can say is that I read the comics online and fell in love ^_^ besides she's so cute.

Another thing I plan on using is this re-ment set Billy got for me and when it came in the mail I was really surprised and happy. It came in the wrong pack but its the set I wanted.

Re-ment is a miniature set of things like food, toys, cars and a bunch of other things we humans use but made for dolls. There are a lot of addicts out there and these people are way older than me. You might not see the point in this but collectors are more interested in these kinds of things.

Here's a closer look to my set. Mini Sweets was one of my favorite along with the Hello Kitty sets. I loved this one because it has so many sweets. Re-ment are perfect size for my Yotsuba.

Just today Billy told me that if he sees little toys for cheap he'll get them for me. I got really happy because he does goes to stores more than me which means it is assured he'll find cool things. Right now I have many ideas for my project which its good because the project will be a year long!

Project 365 Introduction

2010-03-10T16:37:00.019-05:00

I've been considering committing myself to an activity for an entire year. It's called Project 365: This is a photography project that literally anyone who owns a camera can start doing. The basic premise is, for one entire year, take and publish one photo for every single day. Whether the picture is exciting, mundane, funny etc. You must include one picture for every day which equals 365 pictures. I did my research a while ago and Project 365 is very popular. I have seen this done many different ways like for example

You take a self portrait once a day for 365 days. You have to really use your creativity here.

Take a picture of anything you want for 365 days. It's a fun way to look back and see what you did that you probably will forget about.

With that being said I thought of many ways to start my own Project 365. I thought of taking a picture of places around the house, dinner, clothes, myself, or while going out to places. That would have been a personal project and could have been really nice being able to look back at any day of my year and recall what I did, who I met, what I learned. Then I thought to myself that my life isn't really that interesting where finding a picture every single day for a year was going to be easy. I don't go out much and the surroundings aren't interesting places to take pictures of. Maybe later on in life I will make a personal project like that. Taking a picture a day would help me improve my photography skills. I really wish I had more followers and commentators so that way it would motivate me to keep it up. I'm not sure if I'm officially going to start one, but if I do it'll be on March 13th. That means it'll end on March 12, 2011. Wow it sounds though he he! Also if you want to see every picture you'll be able to find it by clicking under the category "Project 365"

With this project I want to use Billy's camera because his camera simply rocks and its more professional. He already gave me it and when that happens I become a camera whore...

When I say camera whore I don't mean it in the bad way but in a "A person who takes lots of pictures of themselves, using a mirror or pointing the camera towards themselves" way. There are many definitions of this word but that's mine.

I'll post another entry tomorrow with more details about my Project 365. I seriously need more followers and the kind that comment constantly and have opinions to everything.

My Music Is Where I'd Like You To Touch

2010-03-09T18:53:00.025-05:00

Its been a while since my last blog entry and if you look at that entry I wasn't doing too good. I'll tell you what's been going on in my life. Nothing good really, things are still the same and I haven't talked to my mom over a month. Yeah she's the one I was talking about in the last entry. Thank God I have someone like Billy by my side, who makes me smile and feel so much better.

Anyway I have things and I would love to share with you people. First off I got a new cellphone, a Sidekick from 2008. My old one, (Red Nokia XpressMusic 5310) I had over a year got ruined after accidentally fell in the sink under running water after Billy text me while I was cleaning my hands. It lasted long until it started freezing and doing abnormal things. Billy is the one who bought my cellphones, the only two I ever owned. You might wonder why an old Sidekick? Well that's because I always liked that phone and wouldn't like to die without ever owning one. These were hard to find because they are taking the sidekicks of 2008 out of stock. Billy got the same phone because we always plan on getting the same phone as each other. Colors might vary, his last phone was orange, mines was red. Billy also bought me a tokidoki shell and my Sidekick looks so cute.

If you're questioning, it is a really cool phone, though it works better with the data plan. Without it you won't be able to set ring tones and texts messages will beep 2 minutes after receiving it because the reminder will be your alert sound. Picture messages will beep as soon as you get it. Good thing about it is you can find free themes online you can download. I currently have a tokidoki one I like having things I can customize.

In other news my second year anniversary with my boyfriend is coming up on March 13th and we are planning on going to New York City. That was actually Billy's idea and he wants us to go to the Nintendo World Store, if you don't have an idea of what that is like check it out 'here' and tell me what do you think or if you've been there. I doubt that we get to go because the weather predicts rain. So much rain and I wouldn't like to go there on a rainy, cloudy gray day. Either way I want to see my amazing boyfriend, just with hugging him my day will be fine. For those of you who can't figure it out, Billy and I started going out on March 13, 2008 but we knew each other way before that because we actually dated before on July 22, 2008, It didn't work out. After that we took a break because we weren't talking but for our second chance we took a few months to know about each other. We talked one day about gong to the mall on February 22, 2008. Billy says he had planned out to ask me out on this day. Unfortunately there was a crazy snow storm so we didn't. Now the reason why I'm telling this story is because Billy got me an iPod Touch as our 2nd yr anniversary and he gave me it on February 22nd. He told me he gave me it because he wants us to have a good day on March 13th in New York and because Fabruary 22nd could have been the official date.

This iPod its amazing I couldn't love it more, I actually wanted a hot pink iPod nano but Billy thought I would like this one better and he was right. It has so many features and browsing the internet looks just like when using a computer. As you can see in the picture I was looking at my blog, that's my first entry in case you're wondering. I have mines in order. The music section looks how it should be and every song its under its right artist. He bought it online and when you buy it online you can add a custom message on the back and so he did. It says "BnM 2nd Anniversary Our Life Filled With Music". (BnM stands for our nicknames initials, the "n" its like &) Awesome gift thanks babe.

A song that I had to have was "Music Is My Hot Hot Sex" by CSS because the iPod touch commercial a while ago I think back in 2007 had that catchy song that goes, "music is my boyfriend..." and at the end it said "My music is where I'd like you to touch" Something really nice to know was that the commercial was actually made by a British guy, Nick Haley who doesn’t work for Apple, or an ad agency. Nick made the ad on his own and posted it to YouTube. The video got a ton of hits and positive feedback from the site’s users. It also caught Apple’s attention. According to the 'New York Times' Nick got a text while on the bus from Apple reps expressing interest. The video is now being reproduced by Apple’s advertising agency. I found his ad on YouTube so you people can watch it. You can see the TV commercial 'here'.

My Inner Feelings Exposed, Sorta

2010-02-09T17:38:00.024-05:00

This will be a bit of a different entry. I never thought I would put my emotions out here but I want to be able to look back days, and months from now and see what has changed. I won't make it too clear but feelings will be let out here somehow. This week has been horrible for me. I feel like I'm not worth a thing. It should only take one person to make you feel okay, I think. Maybe, it's not enough for me. They come and tell me that I have changed. I'm cold, distant and nothing like how I used to be. They blame it on the only person that gives me advice. It doesn't make sense to me. If I have changed, the only thing would be that now I'm able to speak everything that comes to my mind when I'm supposed to. Now I don't keep it all inside. It used to kill me. If I have changed it's only because I'm growing old. I am no longer 16, I'm 20. I've been acting more my age. Maybe you tell me I'm cold because I don't jump around like I used to. Is that why? Is it because I don't make jokes and act stupid? Maybe because I find everything you do wrong and it makes me not associate with you. It's hard to have a normal conversation with you. It won't ever happen because most likely I'll say something that is true and It'll bother you. You'll raise your voice, That's your defense. I can't deal with loud noises so I just go away and the "conversation" dies...

Bloggers can see I've bought a few items lately. Right now I honestly don't want nothing else. I do have some things coming in the mail but other than that I don't want to worry about any other material things. I did have so many plans about getting so many different items. My dreams have been crashed. I never want to grow obsessed with money. We all need it, I know it, but I won't ever cheat, steal or gain no type of illegal money in my life. I truly hate money. It has always been a problem in my life. Do any of you bloggers have a collection of anything? If so I would love to know about it. My collection is based on my favorite characters, especially Yoshi. I also, like you have seen, got some Hello Kitty vinyl figures. All part of my collection. My mom called my collection stupid. She said that's a crazy people thing to do. I feel horrible and I now wonder if that's true. If so there's a lot of crazy people out there then. OK I can't write any more because I don't have my own room. I share a room and someone just came in here to watch TV. Life for me sucks right now. I want better, happy days. If those actually exist. Now I definitely got to go. This is so annoying (>.<). Again if you have a sort of collection I would love to hear about it. Where the heck did the followers go???? Hellow?!

[Edit: I want to let you know that my spelling isn't perfect English. Most likely you will see a mistake in every post. I can to the US when I was thirteen therefore I could say that I'm still learning English every day. Spanish being my first language it does gets confusing. I still misspell when I write in Spanish too. Although there are mistakes I'm pretty sure everything will be understandable. Thank you.]

Come And See What I Got!

2010-02-05T20:27:00.011-05:00

It's been a while since my last post. In case you didn't know, I had said that I won't post constantly anyway. I was waiting for my Yoshis to arrive and they finally did today and I was so happy when I saw these. Before we get to those, in the previous post I said I was going to share my Paramore hoodie so here you go. The hoodie had arrived while back now but I was waiting for my Yoshis.

A few days a go I also bought a camera bag. It gets really annoying to go around carrying my new camera. Most of the time I tell Billy to hold it for me along with many of my things. Yeah that's just so wrong. I don't like purses I can't see me comfortable with a purse. Ugh, even though this camera bag looks like a purse, IT ISN'T. Hmm I wonder if I am a girly girl? Because I sure hate purses. I know I'll get one eventually. Later on in life as I get older I'll need one. Anyway here's the >CAMERA BAG< hehee

It has a quilt pattern. There were a variety of four colors. Black, red, pink and a color they call off-white but I would had name it khaki. If you're interested let me know and I'll tell you where I got it from. It's a bit bigger than I expected to be but it's great because I can put my keys and all the other stuff I always want Billy to hold for me. NO NOT A PURSE. He he ok ok.

Where the heck have I been?! All I do is stop caring for Hello Kitty and bam! They release the cutest thing and for a limited time only. I'm talking about Hello Kitty Urban Outfitters vinyl figures. These came in blind box packages and I know I'm like two years behind. If you want to know about these just google "Hello Kitty Urban Outfitters vinyl figures" and you'll see many pictures of these all. It was two series and each series came with 11 Hello Kitty figures and a mystery one. These are rare, which it means they are hard to find and if you do there's a big chance these will cost you a lot of mula. Luckily I have an amazing boyfriend who cares so freakin' much about me. Billy found a few of these rare HK's and got me four. I am so happy with these. So far three already arrived. I still need the fourth one. The most expensive one. It was 29 dollars =X. I'll share mine with you nice people...

Totally urban! Here's the front of the HK's of course and I also took a picture of their back because they are designed all over. These are in perfect conditions and you can see the boxes and foil paper in the back.

All the HK's I got all from series two. I took a picture of the boxes where it shows you all the Hello Kitties from series two. The one I'm still waiting for will be the third one with the rainbow. I think its my favorite.

There's also another urban Hello Kitty figures that aren't limited and I totally want for my collection. These are more shiny and hard. It comes two in a pack and they aren't blind assorted. So you can see what you'll be getting. Those can be found at Toys 'R us and Target. I want!

Last but not least my Yoshis! By the way, notice I always write "Yoshis" I don't know if that's proper but that's how I call them since they are all named Yoshi. Perhaps the right name could be "Yoshies" (which I also write sometimes) but either way you know what I'm talking about. If you play video games that is. Here are my babies :)

This is pure beauty to my eyes. I don't think no one can understand. Well other than few members in my family and Billy who's has helped me grow my collection. I am so happy with my Yoshi collection. These are genuine you can also tell by looking at the bottom of their little boots.

That's it, for now. There is still a few other things coming in the mail for me. Including that last Hello Kitty urban figure. When I get the rest I'll post it up. If you have any questions about any of these items feel free to comment. Also comment about what you think of these.

Buying And Buying... Cute Yoshi!!

2010-01-22T19:33:00.015-05:00

I want to share with you guys what I just got today. For a few days I've been looking for Yoshi figurines online and was actually planing on getting a few. Truth is I want to start a collection of my favorite Nintendo stars. Today Billy went out to buy himself the rest of his collection (see 'here') and saw these Yoshis I've been talking about. He bought them for me as a favor and I actually saved about 10.00 dollars. Buying things online might seem inexpensive sometimes compare to other places but we got to keep in mind the shipping and handling charges.

These are my amazing Super Mario action figures. The bigger Yoshi is 9" tall. The little Yoshi is 5" tall. I really really needed to get these two. Again in case you haven't seen the rest of my blogs, I am a huge Yoshi fan and can never get enough of the green dinosaur. There's 5 more Yoshis coming. Different colors. I placed the order earlier today. I had to get them online because these are really hard to find. After looking and looking I found them for an affordable price. Whenever those get here I'll share a picture. Why would I want all these Yoshis? Well, there's few things I have in mind. Once I get the whole thing together in my head I'll let cha know. Also because I just love Yoshi. I still want a few different characters Super Mario figurines 5" tall, and these Hello Kitty's I've seen.

I want to share these two hoodies I bought online. I was going to get them when I first saw them for 45.00 dollars. Ha really crazy. Even crazier, I just bought them for 11.00 dollars. The wait was definitely worth it.

Even though these are bands hoodies I didn't buy them because of the band. I just bought them because I'm in need of hoodies and I like how these look. There's also a Paramore hoodie coming in the mail. Now I do really like Paramore. I'll take a picture too of course.

Today I also got a memory card for Billy's Game Cube system that he let me borrow. Earlier in the week Billy bought me two games. Mario Kart Double Dash, and this Sonic collection game. So I should say that in a matter of 2 weeks this has felt something like Christmas or a birthday, with the exception that I never had so many gifts in neither occasions. My point is I've felt happy getting these items. I'm not a materialistic person but these are things I enjoy so they have made me really happy. Though nothing makes me happier than Billy. I love you and thank you for letting me use your Nintendo Game Cube system for me to not be bored. Thank you for it all.

Grow Gummy Bears!

2010-01-17T20:44:00.030-05:00

This is something I always wanted to try but never actually remember to. I remember hearing somewhere that you can grow gummy bears. I got really curious but at the time I heard about it I couldn't buy a good bag of gummy bears like the one you see on the right. I love gummy bears and for that I want to share this with you people. So here are the instructions.

Items I used were the gummy bears, of course, and a bowl nice and comfortable like this one...

I filled the bowl with water. Not much only a little bit.

Here's a tip you might one to consider in case you do try this.

When placing the gummy bears in the bowl with water, leave half of the gummy bear without touching the water. It worked better for me. I did tried this twice. One fully in the water and the other only half in water. The ones fully touching the water vanished only leaving their colors behind.

Now back with the steps:

I used every color from the bag.

This is how I placed the gummy bears. Its hard to see I didn't really fill the whole bowl. I kept checking the gummy bears every hour. I didn't want these to disappear again. You might want to add the spoon to the items I used.

After 10 hrs or so, I removed the gummy bears out of the water. I kept the water away.

Another Item I used was a napkin. You got to be really careful. These get really soft.

I placed all gummy bears really carefully on the napkin for a better dry.

Here you see the results. Not a big difference because I was tired of waiting. In case you don't know or aren't sure the regular ones have been placed on the right and the bigger ones look glossy on the left.

Here are more pictures of the gummy bears:

Cool huh? I know ^.^

Few extra notes to keep in mind, questions and answers. I would recommend to not eat them after the experiment. Water grows bacteria after being placed in one spot for long periods of time. They don't keep their flavor, so there's really no point in eating them. Why does this happen? The gummy bears absorb the water and the gelatin acts like a sponge, holding it in. Then, you have gigantic gummy bears! Do gummy worms get bigger too when put in water? You guys should try that out too. I also heard if you swallow a gummy worm as a whole in a day or two you explode. But it depends on what color you get. Ha haa ;p I also want to add that I did this experiment on my own with no other website help. Every step was made and observed by me. I take responsibility of all the knowledge I use in this entry. After I did my own experiment I browsed the internet and found few other people that did it too. Some were fake. Others waited about 24 hrs. I didn't .I took about 10 hrs. I hope you guys like this. Feel free to try it. Any questions or thoughts? Comments are more than welcome.

Link Exchange?

2010-01-12T18:49:00.027-05:00

New blogging and don't know what it means? You are in the right blog because I will tell you now. I didn't know either. I'm new to blogger and I wasn't sure about what link exchange meant. Recently Charlie, a blogger, asked me if I could link exchange with him. I had the idea that it meant something like putting each others blog links on each others pages. I asked him and I was right. He explained it to me really kindly. He told me to simply put his button on my page linking to his blog and for me to send my custom blog button for him to use. I didn't have one so he was nice enough to make me one. So here it is my own button. All credits goes to Charlie.

I know about graphic designing but I wasn't quite sure about making a button myself. If you guys look at the right column you can see Charlie's button. I'm not making no type of money out of it. I'm just supporting a friend. You guys can check his blog out and follow too if interested. Just click on his button here on my blog and it'll take you directly there. It should be under the friends and links tab.

Now that you get the idea, want to link me? Here's the code, just copy and paste it some where in your blog and you'll be helping Eerie Silence get more bloggers/readers.

Any questions or comments be sure to leave them here.

[Edit: Okay so I don't link exchange anymore with images. I'll prefer if you just notify me for link exchange and we do it using our urls.]

New Year's Eve Pictures

2010-01-03T22:19:00.023-05:00

Happy new year everybody. I hope this year is full of great moments, peace and happiness for all of you. I'm always saying that I'll share pictures with you and never actually do. In this entry you'll see my new years' eve party pictures. Be aware that most of them are me. I do love taking pictures after all. Also, I'm not putting my pictures here to show off either my clothes, picture quality or any other thing that could pass by someone's mind. I want to credit Billy, my boyfriend, for taking all the pics I used here with his camera. So here are the pics..

Happy New Year!

Billy and I

Billy's favorite kiss Me modeling my clothes

Meet my mom bloggers

She had her hair done and she looked like a sweet 16ner

My not so sweet but yet so adorable little cousin Yareliz

I love taking pictures with this little person ^.^

My other cousin Nicole

Now all me...

My outfit that night was from Forever 21. Gloves from Hot Topic.

I believe I was talking when Billy took these two.

^ I seriously dislike me while smiling like that. xp

I felt like taking pictures. I normally give Billy a hard time.

The New Year's Eve party was at my house. It went okay. I like that there's never problems in my family like I've seen with others due to the drinking and well, drunk people. There was a variety of food and they finally made this one dip how is supposed to. With sour cream and the salsa. Don't worry readers I know what I mean. Did you have a party? How did it go? Tell me about it and what do you think about my pictures.

Speedy Delivery

2009-12-27T23:43:00.015-05:00

Today when I woke up I had a sandwich. That's about it. My mom hasn't done the groceries. That leads to me being hungry later on and not being able to make myself something to eat. I could go and buy something but I don't want to go out there. Also I don't want to spend my money because I'm saving it for something else. Every time I'm starving I get in this angry mood. Billy and I were texting and he could tell I was in that mood. Yesterday he made soup and we agreed on him bringing me some. It got rainy so I told him not to bring it. He told me he'll save it for today so he had offered me the soup earlier. I said no until much later I finally had made up my mind and asked him to bring it. "Okay I'll be there soon baby" he said. "I don't think the soup will fill me up" I said. "You're getting more then soup" he replied. After some minutes he text me and asked me to get my camera ready. He he hee! I was wondering why...

Bam! This is why.

He lied for good. He never really got me no damn soup. He ate the soup earlier he told me. I kept calling him "you soup eater" for eating my soup. But it's all good because instead he bought me a pizza. He got me my favorite one too. Cheese Steak Pizza. Gosh do I love it? Yes! If you haven't tried it you should definitely. Although it might be only available in Philadelphia. I don't know, not sure.

Cheese steak pizza and Sprite, yum!

There wasn't no Mountain Dew though, that's my fave soda.

Billy and I were enjoying our pizza and talking about everything and nothing. Billy definitely made me smile. Something I needed because it felt I never did all day. Every time I see him I'm just so happy. When goodbye time came by I was a little upset. I gave him a big hug, many kisses on his cheek and thanked him. I thanked him for being so good and getting me a pizza. I'm so happy to have someone like him in my life. He means the world to me and more if possible. The purpose of this post for me is to remember this whenever I get to look back at my entries. To remember how nice great it feels to have someone there for you every time you're in need. Someone who truly cares. Since you're obviously going to read this, baby I love you and you're so generous. Thanks for being part of my life. I want you to always stay making me this happy.

Billy and I On Christmas Day

2009-12-26T21:16:00.024-05:00

I had just added three entries on this very same day! Christmas is just full of things to blog about and these things can't wait. This one is from December 25, 2009. Yesterday we all know it was Christmas day. Here were I live was a cloudy rainy day. Just how I hate it. My Billy woke me up because the day before, which it was the day of the party, we talked about spending the day with each other. I was feeling tired and didn't want to get up at all. I was being lazy and mad about the weather, which I hate. After almost 2 hrs with Billy on the phone begging for me to get up, I finally got up. I did all I had to do, made breakfast, got ready and Billy got here.

He's just so handsome <3

Right then we left my house and went to the bus stop where I also took another pic of Billy. You can sorta see how cloudy it was and some of the snow left. Check him out with his gift bag.

Nice camera!

At the same spot were I was taking his picture, Billy took a picture of me with is camera. Well he really took many but I like this one.

Me :)

When we arrived to our destination, we sat down to talk. Then started watching his new South Park DVD. Well sorta. We didn't watch the whole thing. Later on Billy logged online to check his cybernetic café. While he was at it I gave him a nice massage, then I took this Axe Hair Paste put it on his hair and I kinda gave him a new look. That was fun to me. After some time, I was eating his chocolates while he was opening his presents. He owns a blog too so he was taking pictures. While he was taking pictures, I took pictures of him.

Check him out! Work that pose Butters!

After that we then went to lay down and talk some more. Yeah we do talk a lot. He then offered me a variety of food to choose from. I didn't want none 'til he said "Soup?" I love soup. He made me the most delicious soup. At first I thought he would make it weird, but nope he didn't. I wish I had some more right now. Look at him while making our soup ^.^

"Hey Billy look over here!"

Yummy they are looking good!

After looking at the pics and reading what I have to say about it you might wonder what's in this so delicious soup? I asked the chef and the secret has been revealed.

Ramen noodles
Macaroni ribbon noodles
Salt
Pepper
Adobo
Knorr chicken seasoning
Sazon
Parsley
Corn
2 Eggs

Even though he made the beef flavor Ramen noodles, he never really used the beef seasoning. So it was more like chicken flavor soup. Here's what you get. My delicious bowl with soup. It really was good.

After eating my soup I feel asleep for a little bit. I took a nice nap. Around 10:00pm Billy woke me up. We then walked to the bus stop because I needed to go home :(. I didn't want to leave! For the last picture, we took it on the bus.

You could tell I was sleeping.

When we arrived home, we sat down and talked about our future plans for about an hour and half. Not sure but it seemed like it to me. Right after, my love left. I hate that part every time. Good thing is, every time I get to see him and spend the day wit him, I go to sleep with a smile and sleep so well. Really.

The Rest Of My Christmas Gifts

2009-12-26T16:55:00.014-05:00

Hello ^_^ Here I am with another entry about Christmas. Yes, gifts once again. Well I have to show my readers what I got from my Secret Santa. Remember that entry? If not then just click 'here'. My Secret Santa was my sister. I'm happy about that because she's someone who knows what I like better than most people. It's exciting to announce that I didn't get a shirt like last time we did this Secret Santa thing. This time I got a way better present. In addition, its something I wanted for so long and I had forgotten about it. Want to see?

She got me Hilary Duff's "With Love" perfume. It smells so sweet. Just how I like perfumes on me. Here's what it looks like. She got me a big bottle ^_^.

I just want to add, Hilary Duff's my favorite celebrity. Ever since Lizzie McGuire days.

Now I want to show you guys the rest of the presents from Billy. I'm happy with all I got. He's definitely someone who knows everything I like. EVERYTHING! Couldn't ask for more really. Everything was a surprise. The first thing he got me was a beautiful card and a Pokemon Riolu card. You can see that 'here' Since I always want you guys to see here you go lovable people ^_^

Here you see it all. The last three things. There's a Yoshi car that comes with a remote. Mario & Luigi's game for DS and a really funny Super Mario World DVD. It's all about Yoshi!!!! See how every gift is related? Yeah it's all Super Mario stuff.

Here's the Yoshi car up close and the Yoshi DVD.

On this DVD there's an episode I've seen on youtube, which Billy sent me as a comment on myspace for my birthday. Yoshi keeps calling Luigi, mama Luigi. It's hilarious and so sweet. I really am a big fan of the green dinosaur.

Once again, thanks love for bringing that smile out of me and making my heart beat fast for enjoyment. You know me so well. I can't deny that.

Here's a picture of all my gifts including early ones.

Presents missing would be my camera and memory card, thanks to mom, Yoshi shirt and pajama pants, thanks to Billy's mom. I should also count my rechargeable batteries that Billy got me.

To: Billy From: Me, Merry Christmas Love

2009-12-26T15:54:00.017-05:00

I just want to share with you guys what I gave my boyfriend on Christmas. I know I'm days behind but I've been busy. Before sharing I want to say that I know I had said I was going to have pictures of my family and our little party, unfortunately I didn't feel like taking pictures. I had so much stress due to favors people needed from me. Sorry for that. Though for New Years Eve I'll try. Now back to Billy's gifts. Again, I just want to share with you guys because this boy means a lot to me.

First I got him these Super Mario collectibles figurines. The thing about these two is that I was with him when I bought them. Technically he saw them and he liked them. Then I bought them. Still he's in love with these things. They are really nice. We love them since we are Super Mario fans.

Few days later, I went shopping again because I still needed my shoes. I wasn't done with Billy's gifts either. I went and got him the complete first season of South Park. This is a collection he wants to complete. He always talked about it but never actually started. Now I gave him a start.

Right after that, I had in mind that I getting a stocking would be lovely and fill it with lots of candy. Including his favorite ones. And so I did. I got him an Eagles stocking. It couldn't be more perfect.

Last thing, I bought the gift bag. I think it's beautiful. One bad thing is all the glitter it has. They were all over Billy's face. I like how it has this sorta 3D effect. Also I love that it came with a matching card.

I put all his gifts in the bag, filled in the card and gave it its final touches and here's how it turned out.

Gorgeous right? All for my love ;)

[Edit: Check what he personally thinks of his gifts and our Christmas Eve party 'here'. Become a follower.]

It Feels Like Christmas To Me

2009-12-24T12:40:00.022-05:00

Hello people! First I should start by informing you individuals that my boyfriend bought me batteries. They are rechargeable so I should have pictures for everything. They also are the ones my camera requires. I am thinking about buying a second pair for 'back-up' you know ;) Okay now I'll proceed. Today we will be having our Christmas party, instead of tomorrow. We will do our Secret Santa and give gifts and just party. This morning my boyfriend Billy came to my house and gave me a present. It was presents for me from his mom's part. I want to share them with you guys. She gift me some of my favorite things. I was and am really happy.

OK so here I have my awesome new Yoshi shirt! Now I own two different shirts with this fella! I love him! Besides the Yoshi shirt you see these really soft pajama pants. Oh emm gee I love these. And pink ;) By the way these won't go together as a set. They are just separated gifts. The Yoshi shirt its an actual T-shirt to wear out.

Now here's the rest of the things that were in my Christmas gift bag. All wrapped I must add.

In this one you see the rest...

There's this so awesome Super Mario gummy candy. Mmmm in 3-D. Hello Kitty tissues that are really adorable. Cookies 'n' Cream Hershey, delicious. N.Y.C nail polish. I love nail-polishes in every color. I don't mind. Kisses of Hershey's two different kinds and a little red lollipop with Santa on it. That black thing are gloves. My hands are always so cold and I was in need of gloves. Last but not least a movie that I have never seen at all but Billy told his mom that he wanted to see with me so she got me it ha ha. That's so funny. I think I'll be so bored Billy. That was one of his favorite movie as a kid. Those were gifts I received this morning around 9:30am They put a smile on my face :D Thanks to Billy's mom.

Here are the 3-D gummy closer in case you're curious. I personally love these. I get to eat Yoshi!

Now after giving me his mom's presents he handed me over this red envelope. He wanted me to read it and so I did. It was so adorable like always. One thing he's upset about is that my family is making this party today so tomorrow won't feel like Christmas. But we do know that Christmas isn't just about presents. Christmas is more than that. It'll be a wonderful night with him by the side. After reading the card he then gave me what seems to be my first of four presents. I loved it. Want to see it?

First, look at the beautiful snow man with presents he made on the envelope. I notice its hard to see so I photoshoped my name. :(

Here's the card <33

Here's the present;

It's Riolu. A Pokemon character. I love that little character. I like the fact that Billy just didn't gave me the Pokemon cards all separated. They have been inserted properly in this plastic back to back. I love how delicate that makes them look. It'll protect them from danger. Thanks Baby.

So that's a little bit of what I've gotten so far. Later on I'll post what I got Billy, which he doesn't know about! And whatever else I get. If I don't do it today, due to the party keeping me busy, I'll do it tomorrow. I'll have pics of my family and all. Have a safe Christmas eve and Christmas Day every one.

No Camera, No Fun

2009-12-19T15:32:00.025-05:00

Hola bloggers. I just want to say that my camera has no batteries. What's that? To go and buy new ones? Yeah well I can't. Why? There's all this snow out there right now. That by the way I wanted to share a picture with you guys because there's so much snow. Oh so disappointing. Also I can't because this whole Christmas shopping is driving me crazy! I have rechargeable batteries, many of them, but they don't function with my camera. This camera is so powerful that needs special batteries. What's my point with the pics? Well I believe entries look way better if I'm showing you awesome pictures of whatever I'm talking about. I have so much to post about. Like just yesterday I went shopping with Billy. It was SO cold. Extremely cold. But that didn't stop me. I only say me because he's used to the cold. I'm not. I needed to get my Christmas and New Years Eve clothes. I did. I only need shoes now, ughh! I wanted to have the whole outfit already. I got a new Yoshi plush!! Omg I love this character so much. Billy got me it. I wish I could take pics of my new Yoshi and my clothes. I remember saying that I was going to get red clothes to match my Hello Kitty bracelets, fail. No red anything grabbed my attention anywhere. But black did! Of course. I did mention I love black clothes didn't I? I'm pretty sure I wrote it somewhere. In other news, today has been a boring day. I watch TV all day, almost actually. I did watch this movie "Freddy Got Fingered". So funny to me. It's from 2001. I love when the main character sings at times. Omg hard to explain but completely hilarious. Has some gross bloody parts so if you are the kind of people who don't like to see that, don't bother. I'll go now to watch some TV. There isn't much to do today. Any questions or comments are welcome. Nice ones are. Have a great one you readers. Adios.

[Edit: You can still see some photos and read more about my shopping day with William at his blog, Strife To Eudaimonia. Click to URL to go to the post. You can also follow, don't be shy! We love followers.]

Café World

2009-12-16T14:54:00.014-05:00

I'm currently playing Café World in facebook. Have you heard of it? I'll tell you a brief story about it. Its an application where you are the chef and with time you reach levels. As each level goes you get new food, a chance to hire people, money and a few other cool things. I like this application because they do give you real time to take care of your food. If you don't check in time it'll spoil so that means no good. Maybe you just need a lot of patience here. If you don’t have patience, you can just wait until tomorrow for the chicken. There are cheat codes online but in my opinion I don't see how that's fun. A good tip is to keep your window/tab open, then your buzz rating will continuously add up which it causes more costumers to come in. The lower your buzz rating is the less people you'll see and the slower you'll earn money. You get to design your own café with the coins you earn from selling your food. Also you can customize your character. Fun fun fun! I love customizing stuff. Want to learn more just click 'here'. I heard about this because I remember seeing my little sister playing and then I notice my boyfriend's notifications all over facebook so I gave it a try. In my case, I loved it ^_^.

So like always I love showing you guys pictures so here's my café

I tried my best to get the whole thing. I photoshoped it. That would explain the double level bar at the top.

Now here's how it looks busy with costumers

If you see there's my co-workers and costumers walking in. The picture looks really small, but my co-workers are the people with the name on top in black. Maybe clicking the picture will give you a better view. You can see my café name, under my buzz rating, current level and coins.

Since we are in December and we all know Christmas is coming I dressed my character as Mrs. Clause. In the picture above we can also see my boyfriend's character. He's Mr. Clause.

Anyway, this is how I normally dress her and in her "Christmas spirit" she's kinda mad about the whole costume idea lol. Look how mad she seems.

If interested, you should definitely give it a try. But if you have a life and many things to do, then don't do it because its addicting and it could mess you up! ^_^.

Happy 21 Months!

2009-12-13T03:55:00.012-05:00

Ok you bloggers, first of all this post I dedicate it to my boyfriend who has been with me for 21 months now. I should introduce him to my readers. His name is William. I call him by his nickname, which is Billy. (You can follow his blog too Strife to Eudaimonia ) I'll be calling him Billy here by the way. If you're lazy or not so good with math we've been together since March. March 13, 2008 to be precise. Yes, we definitely took our time before making it official. We had many conversations before March. I should add he's my first boyfriend. I decided to have a boyfriend after graduating from school. Anyway, It has been an amazing journey. Some difficult pointless disagreements but that's what makes us stronger. We had a conversation few days ago, I started it. I said I feel 21 months is nothing. It feels like not much to me. Normally people around the area that I live don't take relationships serious and they don't last long at all. They just want to be taken. Me, I always had my mind straight to be serious or not have a boyfriend at all. I still remember me saying "I don't care about having a boyfriend" lol now Billy is all I think about. When I wake up he's probably my first thought. I really wish I could write our whole story here. It would be too much though. I feel Billy's and I story is amazingly beautiful and so interesting. He used to be some kid running around the streets wasting time. In my eyes he was a "bad kid". He always had a crush on me since he noticed me for the first time, he says. That was when I was 13 yrs old. I was in the 8th grade. But we never really talked until I was 17. Now at 20 we are celebrating our 21st month together. We are so young and have so many memories already. I just want many more. I want to know that I only had one person my whole entire life. I just wanna get old, I want to go through struggles, learn more about this complicated life, learn to become a woman, learn to be responsible, learn all that I need to, but I want it all with you. I love you.

Also, although he won't see this, I want to wish my brother a Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Chano! Woohoo!! Hahaa.

Nutella, Spreadably Delicious!

2009-12-12T03:46:00.018-05:00

If you're a chocolate lover and don't know what Nutella is, geez you're seriously missing out! I love Nutella. I'll tell you a little bit about it. Nutella is a hazelnut spread with skim milk and cocoa. I'm telling you that it tastes delicious. Since its spreadable people normally eat it on bread. In my opinion whole wheat bread I believe it's healthier. I own a 13 oz jar and currently I'm sticking my finger in it. That's how I like to eat my Nutella, sticking my finger instead of making a sandwich and eat it on bread. I don't even want to try that. It says here its made with over 50 hazelnuts per jar. Mmmm really really good. You can really taste the hazelnuts a lot. I believe its made by the Ferrero company and gosh I love Ferrero Rocher chocolates. I think they might be my true favorite chocolates. Remember that Billy! Anyway I'm blogging about it because this is something I remember buying, when I used to live in Puerto Rico, in little packages. When I was around 11 and/or younger. I used to buy so many of them. The most I remember having was like 12. Yes, I would spend 3 dollars just in little Nutella packages. They used to be 25 cents then. I bet they're more now. It brings many memories while I eat it. I use to play with it while eating it. Spreading it on my lips like lipstick. Well I still do that while watching TV lol. Its definitely one of those things that brings out the kid in me. I'm never afraid to let my inner child out. I think its such a nice thing. I didn't know I could find Nutella here in Philadelphia. When one of my cousins came one day with a big jar, my mouth dropped. I had never seen a jar of Nutella that big. Its great to know I can buy it now and actually stick my finger in it instead if those 25 cents little packages that made my heart happy but in a matter of seconds I was craving for more. Now with this jar I can stick my finger in there, eat some, and still have some more for whenever. Yummy ^.^. So again, if you love chocolate and haven't tried it go and search for it online to learn more if you please and go out and buy one. I don't see reasons why you should regret it. You can mix it with things like cookies, cake and ice cream too.

Yeah that's me with my delicious Nutella jar.

It just makes my heart content ^_^

Pollyanna Time!

2009-12-11T04:34:00.025-05:00

First of all in case you didn't know: The word "Pollyanna" I believe it has many definitions. But in this case I'm referring to denote a holiday gift exchange or how I normally refer to as "Secret Santa". This term is used here in Philadelphia. It can instead mean a gift exchange rotation in which people from the family each give gifts to one other family member. This is often done in my family every Thanksgiving Day. We picked our names on that day so when Christmas Day comes we all exchange gifts then. Oh my God, It was a hard problem. While we were picking papers someone was left without a paper. We kept re-doing the paper with the names soo many times. For some reason we couldn't get it right. We were all stressing. Until we finally solved the problem. After we all picked our names we were all back to the music and talking. Remember it was Thanksgiving Day :) Normally I know who gets my name because in my family they can't keep things quiet. This year though I have no idea who picked my name. Last time we did this was two years ago. My little cousin picked my name. He got me a shirt. Hmm I wonder what will I get this year? I already bought the gift of the person that I picked. I think the person will be fine with it. I'll blog about it when we get there. I decided to blog about the description now so whenever I get my present my readers know what I'm talking about and I don't get to write as much. Hmm smart huh? Hehee ^_^. So til Christmas for more!

Yet Another Early Christmas Present!

2009-12-10T05:54:00.018-05:00

Truth is I got this present the same day I had my camera but hours earlier. My boyfriend gift me these Hot Topic bracelets and hair accessories. In case you didn't know, I'm a big, huge Hello Kitty fan :) I so love these. He gave me them earlier because he was scared of me going to Hot Topic for my Christmas cloths shopping and buying them. This is funny, just the other week we had went Christmas shopping, and I notice that when we got to the Hot Topic store he kinda rushed me out. We normally look around the whole store. I was kinda confused. I thought he was tired and hungry so we went eating right away. While eating I kept asking him what's the matter, and if he was ok. He kept saying he felt funny. Truth was that he had bought me the bracelets and hair clips as a Christmas gift already and he didn't want me to see them because he knew I was going to be like "awww I'm going to buy them!!" ^.^ But now since he gave me them earlier, whenever I go to buy my Christmas clothes, I'll pick something red to match with them. I'll be wearing the bracelets. For the hair clips, I have this Hello Kitty shirt, also from Hot Topic. I had bought it back in October. It matches my hair clips so whenever I get to wear that shirt for the first time I'll make sure I wear my beautiful hair clips. Well that is the reason why he chose those hair clips in the first place. And just want to add up I have the best boyfriend in the world not for the gifts but because he knows me and the love that he shares with me <33. I love you babe.

These are the hair clips and the bracelets:

And here's my awesome Hello Kitty shirt:

By the way I love love love black clothes, they're my favorite.

My Early Christmas Present

2009-12-09T05:27:00.017-05:00

Finally! I own a blog that I can share with the world. The existence of Eerie Silence consists in the fact that I want to share with the world my point of view on many random things. Also my passion for photography. I just want to be able to express myself in a different way. My blog doesn't consist on just one subject. I'll be blogging about many things. Like I had said, random things. I will be taking my camera with me everywhere I go from now on. If I see something interesting around the way I'll take a picture and share it with my followers. Nice comments are welcome. I won't be updating posts every day. Only when interesting events occur in my life. I want to use all pictures taken by me. At least in my posts. Therefore you don't have permission to take them. I started blogging right after I got my new camera and memory card as an early Christmas gift from my mom's part. Just the other day, 12/7/09, after a long and wonderful day with my boyfriend out, when I got home I noticed my new camera and memory card had arrived. I was really happy about that because that means I can start blogging now. Also that I can blog about my Christmas this year, presents and who knows what else! Since I'm so happy about my new camera I want to show a little demonstration. The difference between my old Kodak camera and my new one:

Both pictures were taken in the same room same everything, just seconds apart. Look at the big difference. No edits have been made other than the camera names. Both from Kodak. Oh and those are mirror pictures. I flipped them. I guess that counts as a little edit.

Well that's all I wanted to share with you guys. Remember to follow and all questions and nice comments are welcome.