Hey guys. I've totally lost care for this blog ever since my interests for photography grew. Though what I really think I am tired of is Blogger. So if you are on Tumblr blogging follow me here ->'EERIE SILENCE' where I will start to blog more for sure. Well... until I run out of things to blog about. My life isn't that interesting I am mostly home so I don't blog as much as some of you guys. Anyway, I hope to see you guys there!

And don't forget to check as stated in previous post a personal blog about me and my boyfriend in where we both post things and post with photos about certain days. We have upcoming events that you might be interested in. Both pages created by me with tons of info in several pages. Make sure to check both. You can go there by clicking on each photo.

Labels: Blogging, eerie silence, tumblr

I made a page for me and my boyfriend's relationship. I know that a lot of people get tired of seeing other's happiness with their loved one, or how much whoever mentions their girlfriend or boyfriend but my intentions by making this page is to just remember what we did on certain days and to not overfill my other pages by randomly adding what I did with my boyfriend on a certain day. I am not actually looking for followers but I am more active on that page that on here so whether if you wish to follow or not, the choice is yours.

To see the page simply click Your Hand in Mine. Also I have mentioned this but I have a photography page also. You can see it by clicking here Eye Through a Lens.

On a side note: I am not open for link exchanges any more. Sorry!

Labels: boyfriend, link exchange, tumblr

Warning; Very long post but this is my blog and this is a super special post so I do not care much. Love you guys ;) I am not looking for people to comment here. I just want an awesome friend to feel how she should, special. This is the least I can do for her so I hope you like this entry, Janine ;) DO NOT STEAL PHOTOS. This would be my first time uploading with no watermark so please do not abuse.

First I should give a short info about me and Janine's friendship. Basically, I met her online. I was interesting in starting a 365 project so I Google the word, 365Project. A page came up and I clicked on it. I remember going straight to the search and the first photo I saw caught my eye. Never thought I would spend so much time browsing through some stranger's photos. I spent nearly an hour reading the captions, looking up songs and just studying the photos. Most of her work was self portraits. I have never been so inspired in my life. I remember telling myself "I will definitely follow this girl if I ever get an account here". Eventually I did, then I couldn't found her account again. I spent so much time looking though my history. Until I found her! I followed her but never told her a thing about how much her work inspired me. I just didn't want to be a creep (like I was sorta being anyway) Later on I had to let her know because I am such an honest person. (proof) You will only see it if you have an account I believe. From then on we just kept on commenting each others photos and found a friendship that slowly started to blossom. I am so glad it happen. Gotta keep in mind, I live in the United States and Janine is from Germany.

Now the reason for this post, she sent me a special package I wasn't completely aware of. All I really was expecting was prints and candy she had said she would send for my boyfriend. When my mom called me and I saw her name on the box I literally smiled so dumb and big and jumped! Now you will see how the creative side of Janine doesn't stop at photography, its just way beyond that...

I LOVE that key!

Labels: camera bag, chocolate, christmas, flickr, gifts, hello kitty, life, photography, pictures, project 365

Hey guys. I've totally lost care for this blog ever since my interests for photography grew. Though what I really think I am tired of is Blogger. So if you are on Tumblr blogging follow me here ->'EERIE SILENCE' where I will start to blog more for sure. Well... until I run out of things to blog about. My life isn't that interesting I am mostly home so I don't blog as much as some of you guys. Anyway, I hope to see you guys there!

And don't forget to check as stated in previous post a personal blog about me and my boyfriend in where we both post things and post with photos about certain days. We have upcoming events that you might be interested in. Both pages created by me with tons of info in several pages. Make sure to check both. You can go there by clicking on each photo.

Labels: Blogging, eerie silence, tumblr

I made a page for me and my boyfriend's relationship. I know that a lot of people get tired of seeing other's happiness with their loved one, or how much whoever mentions their girlfriend or boyfriend but my intentions by making this page is to just remember what we did on certain days and to not overfill my other pages by randomly adding what I did with my boyfriend on a certain day. I am not actually looking for followers but I am more active on that page that on here so whether if you wish to follow or not, the choice is yours.

To see the page simply click Your Hand in Mine. Also I have mentioned this but I have a photography page also. You can see it by clicking here Eye Through a Lens.

On a side note: I am not open for link exchanges any more. Sorry!

Labels: boyfriend, link exchange, tumblr

Warning; Very long post but this is my blog and this is a super special post so I do not care much. Love you guys ;) I am not looking for people to comment here. I just want an awesome friend to feel how she should, special. This is the least I can do for her so I hope you like this entry, Janine ;) DO NOT STEAL PHOTOS. This would be my first time uploading with no watermark so please do not abuse.

First I should give a short info about me and Janine's friendship. Basically, I met her online. I was interesting in starting a 365 project so I Google the word, 365Project. A page came up and I clicked on it. I remember going straight to the search and the first photo I saw caught my eye. Never thought I would spend so much time browsing through some stranger's photos. I spent nearly an hour reading the captions, looking up songs and just studying the photos. Most of her work was self portraits. I have never been so inspired in my life. I remember telling myself "I will definitely follow this girl if I ever get an account here". Eventually I did, then I couldn't found her account again. I spent so much time looking though my history. Until I found her! I followed her but never told her a thing about how much her work inspired me. I just didn't want to be a creep (like I was sorta being anyway) Later on I had to let her know because I am such an honest person. (proof) You will only see it if you have an account I believe. From then on we just kept on commenting each others photos and found a friendship that slowly started to blossom. I am so glad it happen. Gotta keep in mind, I live in the United States and Janine is from Germany.

Now the reason for this post, she sent me a special package I wasn't completely aware of. All I really was expecting was prints and candy she had said she would send for my boyfriend. When my mom called me and I saw her name on the box I literally smiled so dumb and big and jumped! Now you will see how the creative side of Janine doesn't stop at photography, its just way beyond that...

I LOVE that key!

Labels: camera bag, chocolate, christmas, flickr, gifts, hello kitty, life, photography, pictures, project 365

What’s there to know about me? Name; Lydia. B-day; Oct 18th. Age; 21. Nationality; Puerto Rican. Heart; Taken. My nickname is "Muñeca" which is Spanish for "doll". The words shy, quiet and creative describes me the most. I have an amazing boyfriend, Billy, whom I love with all my heart. We have been together since March 13, 2008. Click 'here' and check his blog also (but keep reading save it for later). I love colorful things and almost every color. Favorite colors of choice are pink and black. My favorite characters are Yoshi and Hello Kitty. My newest favorite character is Yotsuba because I love the Yotsuba&! Manga series and she's super cute. I like collecting figurines like Yoshi and Hello Kitty vinyls for example. I love art and graphic designing. I discovered my creativity when I started with the paint program and it was all crappy but for me then was the best designed picture ever. It’s amazing how huge this has been growing! Looking at my blogger template you can see I've gotten a lot better. Like they say "practice makes perfect". Everything or most of what you see on this blog are my creations! So please don’t copy anything without permission! I love photography and I realized I loved photography when my boyfriend and I went to the Art Institute. I went there with interests in Fashion Design but we walked in the photography class first. There was someone giving a speech about photography, we heard about it and got really interested. Even though I'm okay with taking pictures of people, my major interest is to take pictures of objects, nature and basically all non-human things. In my opinion taking a picture of something you cherish leads to wonderful photography. I don't currently take the kind of photos we all call photography. You can see some of my "photography" work at the navigation bar where it says 365Project. Feel free to comment on my blog or write me an email. Oh yeah and apparently I’m a nerdy nerd.


Tripod
Earings!
Nikon D90
Rainbow Cake
50mm f/1.4D Lens
Camera Necklaces
Kinder Bueno Bars! Got a pack of 6! From a far away friend!
Revoltech Danboard
18-200mm VR II Lens
Make Tumblr Photoblog
California Rolls (I'm curious)
Sushi Rolls (I'm curious too)
Yotsuba&! Manga Collection
Hello Kitty Collectible Coin Bank
Nikon Wireless Camera Remote Control
Finish Project365 - Due March 13, 2011 Failed.

List is always changing...


This is my goal right about now. Since this is on my wish list I decided to create its own tab to keep it organized just how I like it.

Yotsuba Vol.01
Yotsuba Vol.02
Yotsuba Vol.03
Yotsuba Vol.04
Yotsuba Vol.05
Yotsuba Vol.06
Yotsuba Vol.07
Yotsuba Vol.08
Yotsuba Vol.09


I wanted a creative name, something different. I just didn't want to involve my name with something else because I don't really like my name. I started looking for different words online at different dictionary sites. I'm a really quiet person and for that reason I wanted to use the word -silence. I also thought about the reason why I'm making this blog and it's to "break the silence". That was going to be my blog name. I realized I'm not really talking I'm just writing. I figure its just a weird way of "not being quiet" I Google "Silence with another word" and 'this' came up. I loved the word -eerie which means weird. I figured that I'm still being quiet because all I'm doing its typing therefore I mixed Eerie Silence. For me its clear that it means I'm being weirdly quiet while blogging about many things. My url says, MyEerie-Silence because eerie silence by itself was taken already by another user but "my" makes it personal so I still like it :) You got that?

Blog has been active since December 2009.

"If you love reading love stories and books this is for you if not then please don't bother"

Who said that a girl like me could never fall for a guy? Well maybe for those who knew me they would probably say 'NEVER'. As I'm reminiscing the past, I was almost a man hater then, way back when I was in high school. I knew nothing about love so it was so easy for me to say some stupid things about it. I was so strict that no one dared to court me. Who can blame me? I thought boys were such a pain in the ass. I should know since some of my classmates were like crying every time they had break ups. I hate break ups so then I think I hated all the boys and lucky for me that someone out there who’s just seem to be nice, caring, thoughtful, understanding and so much more is in a mission to change the supernatural girl into a more fully grown woman.

First Glance: I love to think about how Billy and I used to see each other all the time when we were thirteen years old. When I first came to Philadelphia I was starting in the eight grade. Billy wasn't in my school but he used to live in the corner house from the block I've lived ever since I arrived here. I never really notice him or had certain attraction for him. He says he likes me since the first time he ever noticed me. I wish I could remember the first time I actually saw him but truth is that he was always hanging around with his "gang" doing stupid things, yeah total turn off to me. He tells me how he used to sit outside his house steps with his best friend and every time I would pass by he would get really nervous and he would tell his friend that he would love to be with me. I never really knew about his crush for me because all of his "friends" used to scream things every time I would pass by to go to the store. I thought it was all for fun. Besides, I wouldn't never fall for a bad boy like that who only runs in the streets doing who knows what and getting into trouble.

When I got to high school, I would say nine grade or ten I remember passing by him between classes and we would look at each other. Never ever spoke a word or anything, but I would always think about that stare. It happen several times. He told me about how one time on our way home in the bus he saw me and he was trying to read my earrings that I had back then with my name on them. This is something that many boys at school did anyway. I don't remember much about him because he dropped out of school and I never really cared or payed mind, other than that stare I so clearly remember. When I actually started noticing him more was when every time I would come home from school he would be at the corner and he would wave at me. I would wave back and smile, but my affection for him wasn't there at all. I would wonder why he was waving at me with that smile.

"First Feelings": When I was about to finish school and graduate that's when I got a friend request on Myspace from him. Before accepting him, just to bother, I asked "should I add you?" he replied "I don't know should you?" I said "Sure I was just kidding with you". Then he continued with the conversation. One day we started this conversation where he asked me to describe how I thinks he is. The only thing I could think of was a bad ass kid. He replied "thought so" he then began explaining to me that just because some things get out of proportion doesn't mean they are sort way. I wasn't really believing him, but I was putting it all together. One day he asked me to rate him 1 to 10. I already was liking him so I rated him 7 or 8. He was telling me that he was so sure that he was going to make it a 10 one day. I could see the times where he would show off, again total turn off, and then the times where he was being himself while talking to me. I began to feel more comfortable and would get on every time just to see if there was a message from him. At night I would wonder about him, I would tell myself how I can't fall for him because this can only be a game. What I didn't want to happen happened anyway. I couldn't stop wondering about what if we became something. One time I couldn't help but tell him that I actually thought about us together the night before. He asked if that was the first time it happened. I said yeah. (He's my first boyfriend).

The Phone Call: Wow wait I haven't mentioned how my family disliked this kid. (they still do). He wasn't aware that I never had a boyfriend. I thought it was best to leave it unsaid because I thought if I said that to him he would only be interested in me to be my first boyfriend. (Silly I know). My curiosity was really taking over me. I then asked him for his phone number (he had asked me before to call him I rejected). A couple of days passed by 'til that day, they day both of us were waiting for, the day were our voices would finally meet. I took both of the phones of my house, (since this was about this guy every one hated), my hands were shaking like an old lady's, I then took a really deep breath and started dialing his number. Answer machine, bummer, "oh wait that's good I'm too nervous!" I did called again and he couldn't believe it was me. He was busy so he told me to call in a bit. He gave me so many butterflies in my tummy, I remember I couldn't eat! I'm already to thin for that. I called again after a while and his cellphone died. Oh em gee I really thought that he hung up on me. I needed an explanation so I got online to see if there was one and yes there was. He told me he ran out of minutes (ugh who likes pre-paid phones?) I don't know on what date that was but some time later, July 21, 2007 there was a message from him asking me to call him I was like WHAT?! I remember I had no sleep the day before and I was so tired and acting weird on that day! We talked from like 12:30am 'til 4:00 am which makes it July 22, 2007. Please believe me that there really wasn't much said. I was so quiet the whole time. He did asked me out (yes over the phone). I took my beautiful time until I said yeah. I was thinking so much because I was never in this position before. Remember I said I never had sleep the day before? Well I was so tired but went to sleep with a big smile.

First kiss: Days passed by and one day we planned out to see each other. I got ready and sat on my steps, 'til he arrived. He asked me to go with him to walk around. I was really nervous as usual, and I asked "but, but where?" He answered "I don't know let's just walk out of here" I just followed him. He, then began telling me this tough day he had, I wasn't really listening to was he was saying, I just wanted to make him notice how pretty I was. (for real!) He did notice though and I was then really happy. We stopped in this sorta school parking lot, where we talked and hugged, well kinda. Even though it was getting dark and I had left the house without letting someone know I wasn't scared. After a while he then gave me this look, and even though it was the first time it happened to me I already knew what it meant. He then began typing on his phone something. I was really nervous he passed his phone and when I read it he wrote "Can I Kiss U" I looked at him twice 'til I nodded my head in a positive way. Our faces were getting closer and closer 'til our lips touched for the first time ever. This was my first kiss ever, but I didn't felt what I was hoping I would. I was hoping to feel something crazy and this awesome sweet sensation inside of me. Then we stopped, I didn't really liked the kiss but I was blaming it on myself since I had never done something like this before (believe me it wasn't my fault!) We then hugged, he asked for another one, I was faster this time to think about it. Is just that I wanted to see if this time I could feel that sensation of a first kiss, but nothing. We then hugged for a while and we were holding hands walking back to our territories. As we were getting closer to it, we were un-hugging each other. Then we hugged goodbye, he asked me to call tonight (which I didn't). When I went inside my house I couldn't stop thinking about it even though, it wasn't was I expected. That Day was July 28, 2007. That was my first and last kiss...

Bad And Sad Days: Not everything is pink, and because of how my family is, we couldn't see each other and it ruined what we were slowly starting. Days and weeks passed by and we couldn't spend time with each other. It didn't help that he acted like an ass. (I'm sorry but it bothers me still). He wasn't showing that he cared. So many rumors about a new someone coming around and being near him and talking to him. I couldn't take it so I wrote a long message to him on Myspace since I couldn't see him. Call it the break up message. I lied for the first time in our relationship. I told him that I was choosing that division between us since we couldn't spend time together and it was sort of true but the real true is that I knew about his "flirtatiousness" with this other girl. I was really hurt. I also wrote that it was because of my family. He's reply to that long paragraph was "OK". (I'll beat him up in another life for this). Worse thing is that he did talked with the girl that all the rumors were coming to me of. That's when I notice that he didn't really cared for me all alone, he just wanted someone to hold apparently. I was mad at myself for a second for letting this guy in, in the first place. But when I thought about it, I then remembered about my favorite quote then "everything happens for a reason" and I took the situation and put it as a lesson in my life. It would make me mad at times because I didn't wanted to have a relationship without my mom knowing it. At times I would keep regretting it, at others, I would think of it as a part of life. At times I could hate him, at others, I wanted to have him back in my arms. At times, I wished I could have erased him off my life once and for all, at others, I would miss him. At times he hurt me without knowing it. I'm smart and I knew I deserved better, but I pretended to be dumb and wanted him back. At times I liked to believe he still thought about me. At others, I wanted to dedicate all the bad songs. But always, my heart would beat faster and faster every time I saw him. Always I thought about him without him knowing it, and he didn't know that he had left a big mark in my life, since he was my first boyfriend and first kiss I ever had.

Second And Last Chance: Because we were kids, when we broke up it was August 7, 2007 or so. We talked again in December 2008 through Myspace because he had a picture of him and his nephew and I wanted to know who the little kid was. What was kinda awkward about this was that his Myspace name was "Looking for a boo". We talked about how we've been and that was it. He then obviously wanted more and the next day when I got on he had sent me the break up message "Look with what I bumped into, I really miss you" I was thinking it was embarrassing reading that again because I wrote almost like a little girl and I didn't wrote the whole truth in there, which is a big thing for me. I had some doubts in believing him because this certain girl was still on his Myspace top (lame I know), even though she seemed like she had a boyfriend. I called him for the "first time" again on Jan 7, 2008, 10:30pm to be exact. (You might wonder how I remember, well I got a notepad journal in my computer). When I called he was sleeping and I asked to call later but he said no! (he better!) He basically asked me about the break up message, that why did I wrote "you might still have love for someone else or might like someone else". (Gee I wonder why?) We discussed the issue with certain girl and he told me he never talked to her (he did lie) We talked some more and randomly he said "you're my next top model" - (0_o).. "I still like you" - (O_O) ... We talk for those months and then we became friends and that's then the love grew again...

Together: It was March 13, 2008 that I made it to a yes. The kiss was great unlike the first one. He says he "never kissed anyone after me" so it was a mutual feeling I guess. This time he was ready to wait for me. It was really hard. We had to act like complete strangers if I was with a member of my family. We had so many weeks without seeing each other and we couldn't talk other than messages. It means the world to me that knowing how hard it was he stayed this time. We realized that maybe its our destiny to be with each other. It took 'til August for him to talk to my mom. Even though we made it official our way. And from then on we started to go out little by little. Now our relationship seems unbreakable. We communicate so well. He definitely changed for me and to get my love. His mistake only made him realized and that's why as much as it hurts me to think about it, I'm okay that it happened. We don't live with each other but we always talk about everything. When either of us need to make a decision we consult it with each other. When we are having our bad days we call each other. Each other is all we have. It is scary to me but It feels I don't have anyone else. These years with Billy by my side have probably been the best years of my life. We don't never really argue but we do have disagreements. No matter what at the end of the night he still tells me he loves me and It never fails. He's my wake up alarm and he's my other half. I can't picture my life without him. Now we are both happy with each other. No other human being knows me better than him. He promised me on August 27, 2009 with a beautiful ring. We promised that no one is going to tear us apart because he knows he found the perfect girl for him and I know I found the perfect guy for me.

"Thank you so much for reading it. It took me hours to write this. There are of course more important dates to remember but that's enough to read. People excuse my misspelled words but look at this thing how long it is!"

Billy I love you.